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Old 05-23-2010  
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Default anyone not suicidal, but hate living?

I'm not suicidal at all, but I just find living to be a PITA and if given a choice would not have been born.

I don't enjoy very much at all, if anything. I see no point in living, because no matter what I accomplish I will die anyway. So you spend life forging relationships and working hard just to achieve the same inevitable end. It seems so meaningless.

It's probably why religion was started...to give meaning to something ultimately meaningless.

But anyone else non suicidal but just doesn't enjoy living?

"Hell is other people."- Sartre

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I always feel there is something amazing waiting for me in life

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Old 05-23-2010  
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i used to be that way more but sense im 30 yrs old now i don't wanna die nor do i hate living. "It is what it is" and it's up to you to make a positive out of your life. You nor I can go around hating living and reach our full potentials in life.
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Im not suicidal. I just couldnt imagine hanging myself or cutting myself or anything like that. Atleast I know i'm a little bit sane if i cant do that.

Im just depressed. I was out yesterday in the sunshine and i even felt bad then. Im just a bore to be around so i dont enjoy life much :/

I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
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Yeah, I hate living too. It's pointless indeed, and it's so unfair. But atm I'll never try a suicide attempt, I'm just too young to do that already, maybe something's good could happen. But offcourse, never say never, that's for everyone.
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Yeah I definately wouldn't say that I am suicidal but definately starting to hate living more and more everyday. I am pretty sure I know where the feeling comes from for me and it is the fear of living this very boring life that I am currently living. I have been single for a great deal of my adult life (nearly 27), I have a fear that I will never find someone and settle down like most people do and constantly being reminded of other peoples happiness while I can't seem to find anything to make me happy.

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It's sunny outside and seriously depressing. As i have got older i have become much less suicidal, i keep thinking that i can solve my problems. Still dislike most people and life's totally pointless, but so is playing a computer game, and i still do it. Maybe we should all consider life as one big game, and the rules other people set out for us, are wrong for us. Live life your way and not theirs. They will hate us for it, but they hate us anyway.
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I often think like you. And even if I tried to believe in an afterlife, a mission or reincarnation... i get a second thought like "what if that's just some crap that humans created just to fool themselves?" or something... I feel like everything I'm doing is pointless.

"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe." -Albert Einstein
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It's sunny outside and seriously depressing. As i have got older i have become much less suicidal, i keep thinking that i can solve my problems. Still dislike most people and life's totally pointless, but so is playing a computer game, and i still do it. Maybe we should all consider life as one big game, and the rules other people set out for us, are wrong for us. Live life your way and not theirs. They will hate us for it, but they hate us anyway.
I like that combination of words !! Too bad it's harder then just doing it.
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Old 05-23-2010  
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My current state of living is so droll and drab, I used to think about what would happen if I died. I used to think nobody would care, which is a selfish thought, because some people would care and when others found out they would be saddened.

However, the world would not change much other than my family.
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