2crowded: thats good =] it always gives me hope when i see that people who are going through the same things are making progress. and yeah i've been the same lately, but my mood changes all the time...at the beginning of this week i felt terrible; so i never really know when my life will be going good or bad.
dan: i'll cross my fingers too =] and yeah it is hard i really dont know have i've made it through this year, but i have so thats all that matters.
yeah i think i will, i've noticed that too, a lot of people have already helped me a little.
i just recently found out i have SA, but i've always noticed that i acted differently from others and was scared to do things that normal people were not. so i think i've had it since about 5th or 6th grade but it got horrible this year(i'm in 9th) everything just came crashing down and i turned into a hermit almost. but i've been getting a little better and like 2crowded said i too am staring to do things i would never have even imagined doing in the beginning of the year.