arrina
Active member
When ever I talk to people I can never think of things to say. People never really want to talk to me because its aukward for them when they do talk to me there is always long silances in conversation and I panic. In some social situations where people ignore me I feel so bad I get chest pains and my mind goes all fuzzy and if anyone asks if im alright i burst into tears or run away. I am not unfriendly I just have no understanding of socialising. I have always had a habit of grinning stupidly when im nervous. some days Im fine and happy and others I feel so awfull i wish i could dissapeare.
I only resently left home aswell and my mum worries about me so I dont want to tell her when im unhappy because i dont want to upset her but i get so lonley and afraid and have no one to tell.
I only resently left home aswell and my mum worries about me so I dont want to tell her when im unhappy because i dont want to upset her but i get so lonley and afraid and have no one to tell.