Blenderhead
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I think this is the biggest source of my depression. I can't deny that other people DO have friends, they DO get sex, they do have meaningful careers that give them a reason to get up and get going.
I'm in my early 40's. I do have a decent paying job, but it is for a greedy corporate treadmill that treats the employees like crap. I could have acquired this job out of high school.
I've NEVER had any confidence! I see others and their jobs and assume that I would be too stupid to do those things and I'd be a laughing stock.
I have a few friends, but I don't think they really respect me, and I'm sure it would be a rude awakening if I ever heard what they said behind my back.
I have developed an obsession with the fact that when I was a teenager, I used to huff glue to get high. I did this quite a bit, and I'm constantly stalked by the fear that I damaged my brain, thus making it impossible to achieve a life I can be proud of.
I'm tall, in fairly good shape, and have been told I'm very good looking, But I CAN'T GET LAID! I must be projecting a lack of confidence. I'll never understand how to muster up this confidence with year upon year dragging on with not even being touched by a woman.
I have no positive note on which to end this. I just needed to get some things off my chest. Thanks.
I'm in my early 40's. I do have a decent paying job, but it is for a greedy corporate treadmill that treats the employees like crap. I could have acquired this job out of high school.
I've NEVER had any confidence! I see others and their jobs and assume that I would be too stupid to do those things and I'd be a laughing stock.
I have a few friends, but I don't think they really respect me, and I'm sure it would be a rude awakening if I ever heard what they said behind my back.
I have developed an obsession with the fact that when I was a teenager, I used to huff glue to get high. I did this quite a bit, and I'm constantly stalked by the fear that I damaged my brain, thus making it impossible to achieve a life I can be proud of.
I'm tall, in fairly good shape, and have been told I'm very good looking, But I CAN'T GET LAID! I must be projecting a lack of confidence. I'll never understand how to muster up this confidence with year upon year dragging on with not even being touched by a woman.
I have no positive note on which to end this. I just needed to get some things off my chest. Thanks.