EscapeArtist
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Crying in front of people is my worst nightmare. When I feel on the verge of tears around my therapist I freak out, and quickly think of unrelated things. I've only cried in front of anybody twice in my life, and both times my mom made fun of me for crying and walked away. "Oh, now you're going to have a mental breakdown or something?" -storms away-, or she starts telling me how i'm using crying to win some kind of fight with her, and how i'm a bad person. Apparently I didn't even cry as a child, ever, unless my sisters did so first.
When I speak of things that make me sad... I smile. When it's a moment I should be crying, I laugh. I can't not, I'm way too scared. How are you with crying around others?
When I speak of things that make me sad... I smile. When it's a moment I should be crying, I laugh. I can't not, I'm way too scared. How are you with crying around others?