I am Sonika here.
I stay alone at home, and all my family members are very busy and away. I feel like having friends, but no friends too. Friends are actually very busy as they are married and having kids, hardly they can give me time. I go to office, here one guy became my friends, after 5months of time i realized i am enjoying his company and i also realized i am being attached to him..
He does lots of jokes etc, also he said many times he likes me, and he speaks with everyone sex talk in a funny way everyone likes it, but sometimes it becomes too much. any ways i am being attached not he..
Also i cry a lot all alone.. and i think of people who said what all the time and wont focus on my won career.. i get stressed with people think of staying alone most of the time.. i dont enjoy there company, i hardly find one or two and go along with them, and when they leave me n go or get busy in there work i message them n irritate them ,, i say all emotional things. I keep on crying.. n get depressed.
I too want to make friends. enjoy ..
Is there any solution to come out of this depression? And what food can help me.. How to over come this.?
If people ditch me and go i cry a lot and think of harming myself. But i don't do it...