Do you feel like a loser?

Yes, I am a loser. Because losers are people who suck at life. And that's me.

Yes, I do feel like a complete loser. I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis an am appalled at how idle my life has been. I want to take action but it's hard when you feel as though you have no support. It's also hard when you're brewing a cocktail of mental illnesses. Holy sh*t, man.

I make Barney Fife seem like Cary Grant. The only solace I have is in the fact that I allow others to look better in comparison, lol. And they feel better about themselves having helped me out. But I'm getting awfully tired of it.