Nope. I'm very confident about that, so i can say that with almost certainty now.
Had my share of opportunities over the years, & still get the odd opportunity every now & then. But i ALWAYS muck it up, stop anything right at the first signs (ie before anything even remotely romantic happens, & well before anything like dare i say a "DATE").
Also, in addition to my attitude (that seems to "block" everything like that), my life situation certainly needs to change, probably radically, & i can't see that happening ever tbh.
But no worries, i'm kinda getting used to the doom'n'gloom, isolation, loneliness, unmet needs, etc, etc, etc. My life or hapiness doesn't matter in the grand scheme, so i'm at this point now more concerned with the after-life, having given up almost totally with with my current earthly life. The way i see it, the day i die will be the best day of my life.
Yes, these may be radical views of life, but my life situation is radical, so it fits like a "glove". :thumbup: