206Raider said:
no its not only that but people get jumped, my cousin got robbed at gunpoint for his ipod. so I worry about that shit
Im not suprised you worry about going out if stuff like that happens :? .i mean i dont have to worry about anything as bad as that happening..But i got mugged a few years back at knife point and that made me very paranoid.I also lived in the same block of flats as some drug dealers and that made me so poorly with nerves.
i dont know what to advise...I guess they have won tho if you let them stop you from getting on with your life.Thats the kind of attitude i tried to have.And yeah.. you would be silly not to be carefull and think oh it will never happen to me..But at the same time yknow the chances are small.
I mean the good thing is your getting sick of being in so much..that you want to go out..Maybe try and harness that like frustration of being stuck inside..And i dunno try getting yourself to the gym or somthing,maybe get a dog you could take for walks but which would also make you feel safe when your out? Sorry i dont have any other advice but i hope you figure sommat out