Feel different about her

dannyboy65

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Ive been in a relationship with 4 people, the longest lasting one being a year. These relationships formed fast and was mainly infatuation. So these relationships had sex and a lot of contact which me having autism, was very difficult. I was emotionally abused by most of them cause I didn't understand everything that was happening. I thought I loved them hell my last one I wanted to be with till death but there is the truth I don't understand love.

I'm seeing someone now who also has autism and when I'm around her it feels right. I teach her things as she teaches me too. We are going at a great pace, it's been 3 dates and we only just started hugging each other, where as with other girls I'd be kissing them. But no I don't feel like this is going to fast and I already feel strong trust just cause we talked for 4 years. I can safely say I feel confident about her.

I think about her lots but still give her lots of space. We work around our busy schedules as we both work 6 days a week and will soon be full time students. We still see each other very regularly and I've been improving a lot on my driving. She's been doing positive things to my life I even feel my mental health improving and feel like a million bucks. I just feel all around good.
 
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