Feel trapped.. what to do

At the moment i feel this, i don't know what to do with myself. I've started a proper diet plan, i dress up better, i'm driving, and i've researched activities i plan to get into e.g. sports, skills, etc. But sitting here now i don't feel any closer to being ready for my new job, and i don't feel much different. Everything i've listed feels like a waste of time and I'm just sitting here killing time waiting for something i need to do... i need to something outrageous, spontaneous and life changing! some suggestions? and i spend too much time on this site, it's become a habit to waste time aswell! man please someone respond with anything to say!

Well, for what it matters im in the same stop right now. It is frustating in that it seems no matter what I do I end back up at home wasting the days away... eh I imagine a job would really clean that up a bit, so hopefully things will get better then.

I suppose what frustrates me the most is that I would simply love to do something drastic or even simply walk around more but SA stops me in my tracks. Remember to be patient and consider that

IIRC the whole 'want of big change' thing is a by-product of derealization... I think... which also in turn is a by product from anxiety.

Yet another thing to remember is that MANY people feel they are trapped no matter what, those with families even and a home to look after. This is mostly due to money and such systems. For me what has helped mostly is the whole 'learning about the truth' thing which in reality... does set one free.

I feel for you. I'm in the same place as well. I feel like I need to do something drastic very soon to make my life change directions because I don't like where it is going. Where it is going now is a lifetme controlled by SAD, so somethings got to give soon. I'm thinking this summer of backpacking through my country.

Thanks for your replies- DoomedtoDie recognising the problems of others does put things into perspective...but in learning about the truth, my world/thoughts are so self-centred i'm far from redefining the truth about life and my place in it..
Scissorhands backpacking is a great idea! I've thought of going up to Byron Bay in Australia...