Feeling Like Crap!

getbornagain

Well-known member
The last few weeks have also been extremely hard for me. I am struggling to eat, I have major up and down mood swings and I have been drinking a ton... I was supposed to go see a psychologist for the first time ever today but I was too hungover lol. I can't do anything productive in this state of mind it's like I'm paralyzed.
 

Fairylicious

Active member
You are soooo not alone on the recent crappy feelings.
I don't even think i can actually say that it's the holidays that are screwing everything up for me this year.

I swear there is a freaking conspiracy out against me.

I'm in the middle of all this paperwork to file for disability so i can actually work on myself and try to get better instead of just getting worse and worse, and now the US Postal Service is screwing with me.

I finally got the agencies to do their job correctly, and now someone at the post office has taken it upon themselves to send HALF of my mail back saying that I don't live there anymore and there is no forwarding address, while still delivering the other half. SOOOOOOOO insanly frutsterating cuz the half that they are sending back is the half with all my FUcking money. I haven't paid rent yet and rent is due again, i'm going to lose my house and everyday i want to pull my hair out trying to deal with the new bullshit i get from everyone.

I'm totally losing grip.

ugggg

i wish you the best of luck in your soon not feeling so crappy.
 

bitingthepea

Well-known member
I feel the same
I find myself crying just randomly and sometimes there about things and sometimes i dont no why the hell im doin it.

Also i keep thinking what is the point in life and what am i going to do with my life, i watch makeover programes and inspirational stuff like that and while im watchin it i have an urge to set my life out and start living
but when i come to do it its so much harder than it looks
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all i can say im glad ihave this site
 

dan_e

Well-known member
Same here. Things have just been rough. I've been drinking more to pass the time. I'm fed up and bored. Especially with the end of the year coming. I start to think "what have I done this year?" It all seems like one long day.
 
Hmm. I've been feeling really shit the last few weeks too. I definitely think it was christmas and new year and all that. I had gotten into a routine of practicing exposure a little bit every day and then being on my own at home during the afternoon, which I quite liked. Then when christmas came there were lots of people around and I stopped practicing exposure for a while, trying to get back on track now.
Also, I think it's just the winter, it's so much easier to be depressed when there's so little daylight and whatever daylight there is is just dull and depressing. I miss sunlight!
Hope you guys all feel better. And I do too! :lol:
 
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