You are soooo not alone on the recent crappy feelings.
I don't even think i can actually say that it's the holidays that are screwing everything up for me this year.
I swear there is a freaking conspiracy out against me.
I'm in the middle of all this paperwork to file for disability so i can actually work on myself and try to get better instead of just getting worse and worse, and now the US Postal Service is screwing with me.
I finally got the agencies to do their job correctly, and now someone at the post office has taken it upon themselves to send HALF of my mail back saying that I don't live there anymore and there is no forwarding address, while still delivering the other half. SOOOOOOOO insanly frutsterating cuz the half that they are sending back is the half with all my FUcking money. I haven't paid rent yet and rent is due again, i'm going to lose my house and everyday i want to pull my hair out trying to deal with the new bullshit i get from everyone.
I'm totally losing grip.
ugggg
i wish you the best of luck in your soon not feeling so crappy.