For those who are Depressed.

For people who's experiencing depression, isn't it that it is a burden to carry it all the time...That sometimes you could get along well with other people or cant work right becasue of this...For you to relax and feel good about yourself, why not try to defuse an Essential Oils at home on your bedroom...This will surely help you calm your self and relax the mind, by just inhaling the aroma that the Essential Oils is providing you. And you can also share this to your family for them to enjoy it.

Hope this can help you in coping out with that situation you’re facing right now.

Thank you I shall try that some time. But I dought it'll work, I mean, I just love warm human blood dripping from someone's neck onto my arm. It's a feeling no Essential Oils will ever be capable of coming close to, but thanks anyway.

I have depression. I drink to make myself forget the girl I gave my whole life and love to doesn't love me. But it doesn't work. The anger and flaming rage gets worse and worse and worse until someone approaches me. Then I grab him by the neck and kick the shit out of him on the floor. Then I attempt to jump on his neck to try to snap it, then I realise that if I do that, I will be in prison with my depression, which wouldn't help at all. So instead I just spit on them, and say "DIE OF CANCER" and leave them to suffer in the pain I have just inflicted on them. I do not wish for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want others to share my pain. And even after admitting this, I feel no guilt, or shame, or pity.

This discussion has meant nothing.

Reidus, I take it you're a fan of "American Psycho", right?

I've never seen nor read that. I speak from my heart. I need help, but I refuse to accept it. I just want my girl. Can't you help me? What can I do to get her to love me?! I've tried everything. I'm suicidal for her. I don't know what to do. I'm ick of hurting innocent people. I never used to be like this. Before she rejected me I was okay. I have been the way I am for 4 years now.

Reidus, if it's 4 years since the split, you've gotta' forget about her. Do you seriously think she's obsessing over you as much as you are her? She's probably out there, enjoying life and sleeping with the new man in her life...

What do you think she's up to tonight, Reidus? It's Friday night...you're on here crying over her, when she left you years ago, and she's more than likely hitting the town with her friends and great, new boyfriend, and loving it!!!

Try to forget her...cos' it's clear she doesn't want you, and most certainly doesn't give you a single thought anymore...

Soprano said:

She's probably out there, enjoying life and sleeping with the new man in her life...

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Okay, be honest with me - did you really think this was gonna make me feel better?

"NO IT DIDN'T."

However, it seems I have proven you wrong either way...

Her boyfriend had a car-crash and got put in a coma. He is in hospital with no change. And my sweet love, my darling, has agreed to meet up with me - maybe give me another chance.

Even if she hadn't agreed to this, I would NEVER forget about her - I know we were supposed to be together. I will never give up until she's mine. NOTHING will change that. Giving up means you never know if things would have worked out right in the end. I haven't given up for 4 years, and it seems - I may have the chance of being with her.

All I can say is I'm pleased her boyfriend has a car crash. :twisted: He wasn't supposed to be with her anyway. He deserves all he gets.

I use to believe G-d hated me. It may be yet that I was wrong.

Still, I know your intentions were good, and for that I thank you.

Reidus is that by any chance your X girlfriend in that picture with her boyfriend and you behind thm?

Yes.

Reidus, I thought you were the one with the bald head in the pic....

So is that the guy in the coma, and what, you're the guy in the make-up in the background?

Anyway, that's really bad news about her boyfriend being in a coma, you can't seriously wish that upon someone, can you?

Another thing, were you this prone to depression while you were with you're ex girlfriend, or did it start as a result of the break-up? And do seriously believe that if you DO get her back, that you're depression is going to suddenly dissapear?

Depression can really get you to harm people, one way or another. I guess i'm not far from hitting people in the street.

And for the guy who takes your girl away, I agree with Reidus.

renegade said:

Depression can really get you to harm people, one way or another. I guess i'm not far from hitting people in the street.

And for the guy who takes your girl away, I agree with Reidus.

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^^dude, you just earnt my respect 4 life.^^

Soprano said:

Reidus, I thought you were the one with the bald head in the pic....

So is that the guy in the coma, and what, you're the guy in the make-up in the background?

Anyway, that's really bad news about her boyfriend being in a coma, you can't seriously wish that upon someone, can you?

Another thing, were you this prone to depression while you were with you're ex girlfriend, or did it start as a result of the break-up? And do seriously believe that if you DO get her back, that you're depression is going to suddenly dissapear?

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Yeh, my depression started when I lost her. I am genuinely pleased about him being in a coma, and Iknow that when I get her back I will be so much better. My depression will go, but I will still be scarred, so will probably be looking for anyone trying to take her again. Which could still make me dangerous. Yeah, the bald guy is now officially in a coma.

why would you want her back after she left you for that bald fag ?

....And she bails on a guy in a coma? WTF?

Fuck her over for me please.

Sorry man, I can't. I just love her so much - if it was anyone else, yeah I'd slap her but I just can't even imagine hurting her or upsetting her. I just can't help loving her.

hehe - mad props to you for calling him "bald fag" though. That was brilliant. :wink:

You are hurting her if you wish her bf to be gone from her life.

Are you serious when you say you are happy about that guy being in a coma? And where did you get the picture of him and her from?
You can't mean that?!!
Thats not a very nice thing to say...... :evil:
What did he do that was so wrong, besides be with that girl?

Yeah, it is a bit "harsh"...plus, how did you make that picture with you behind them, and what's with the make-up and shit you wearing?

Any updates on what's happening with you and the ex, when are you meeting up with her again?

Shit, so many damn questions. YES I AM VERY VERY HAPPY HE IS IN A COMA, IN FACT I HOPE HE NEVER WAKES UP. END OF.

I got the picture from somewhere, and it doesn't matter where. Anybody here ever heard of The Juggalo's!? It's a cult full of those hurt by the world. I am a Juggalo.

I get this a lot about "whassup with the facepaint and contacts!?" Here, find out yourself. I can't explain all the time.

www.whatisajuggalo.com


I am not hurting her by wanting her BF out of her life - if she cared about him, she wouldn't leave him in his coma to go on a date with me. Which is what she is doing. She hasn't yet decided a date to meet up with me, because she's currently trying to get a promotion in her work but once she gets it, she'll meet up with me.

Him being with her is enough for him to deserve death - she was supposed to be with me, we're supposed to be together - she just has to give me the chance to realise that. He never deserved her - would he cut his wrists for her!? Would he defend her against a gang with knives!? Would he cry for her and attempt suicide without her!? No...

I did.

I forged the photo using various photo programs. It shows what will happen if I ever see him. I will murder him. Or at least put him to near death. She is MINE and he has to realise that. That piece of shit also threatened my friend - he said he's cut her to pieces because she's the friend who helped me get this chance with the girl I love. He threatens my friend (who I owe everything to) and gets engaged to my girl. He should die.

Not being with her made me a Juggalo. And being a Juggalo, I have very little patience with people. He better stay away from me. I swear the way I am now I could just take his life without a second thought about it.

All I want is her.

Ok, firstly, she is not yours, she is not an object, so you do not own her, and secondly, its not his fault she went out with him, he obviously didn't force her to do it against her will, and thirdly, if she left him while he is in a coma, what makes you think she wouldn't do that to you?

Killing or hurting someone isn't an option, ever