Friendship

It's hard for me to start convo...nd make friends...I feel like they r judging me...like peoples r ignoring me...I'm fade up of this...it suckx

That's what anxiety is hun. I feel like this all the time. Sometimes our senses get so hyper vigilant about things which is happening in our surroundings and we over think it.

Keep practicing. Step out of your comfort zone and go out and talk to strangers. Does wonders

I tend to feel the same, but it gets easier with time. People not being interested isn't always personal, and judgment isn't always fair or accurate. I think it's something people have to build up a resistance to or be in a reasonably strong mental state for, though.

If I didn't seek out company, where would my company come from... ?