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Ok so i'm fed up with this girl. I need to vent.
I am a simple computer programmer (read: nerd). and there's this girl from my work. i think she secretly enjoys tormenting me. she knows she has something i want and that i have nothing she wants. prancing around me in tight fitting clothing and heels is a power trip for her. i try to ignore her but she's everywhere. also i know she doesn't like me -- she almost never smiles and can even be rude at times, but she makes it obvious taht she is trying to flirt. (fix simple computer problem, ask my opinion something that she already knows, getting way into my personal space). Every encounter stresses me out like venturing into the nest of a black widow.
It's a well known fact that a man's obsession with sex is much greater than a woman's. a man is a simple creature: man sees attractive woman, man is aroused. while a woman, especially a high achieving one with a good career, does not have much need for a man -- why not have a harem of suitors vying for her attention instead?
I want to say that i'm over these games. the sad thing is that a part of me actually wants it to go on. i want her attention. i want her to use and abuse me -- me and only me. i know i need to be better than that. i deserve better.
The only saving grace in all of this, ironically, is my shyness and distrustfulness (a functioning bs meter). i think if she'd put on a slightly better show, the ruse would've worked. (three tips: 1. don't agree with everything i say; 2. actually pretend to get to know me; 3. don't send mixed signals 4. don't make me hold your purse)
the takeaway in all of this is that if you meet a woman who is crazier than you are -- you stay the f away ok? it's for your own good. :sad:
I am a simple computer programmer (read: nerd). and there's this girl from my work. i think she secretly enjoys tormenting me. she knows she has something i want and that i have nothing she wants. prancing around me in tight fitting clothing and heels is a power trip for her. i try to ignore her but she's everywhere. also i know she doesn't like me -- she almost never smiles and can even be rude at times, but she makes it obvious taht she is trying to flirt. (fix simple computer problem, ask my opinion something that she already knows, getting way into my personal space). Every encounter stresses me out like venturing into the nest of a black widow.
It's a well known fact that a man's obsession with sex is much greater than a woman's. a man is a simple creature: man sees attractive woman, man is aroused. while a woman, especially a high achieving one with a good career, does not have much need for a man -- why not have a harem of suitors vying for her attention instead?
I want to say that i'm over these games. the sad thing is that a part of me actually wants it to go on. i want her attention. i want her to use and abuse me -- me and only me. i know i need to be better than that. i deserve better.
The only saving grace in all of this, ironically, is my shyness and distrustfulness (a functioning bs meter). i think if she'd put on a slightly better show, the ruse would've worked. (three tips: 1. don't agree with everything i say; 2. actually pretend to get to know me; 3. don't send mixed signals 4. don't make me hold your purse)
the takeaway in all of this is that if you meet a woman who is crazier than you are -- you stay the f away ok? it's for your own good. :sad:
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