JuicyFruit
Well-known member
Long time no see SPW
I'm so sad and angry at the same time. actually I almost always am. But today especially.
I get so upset when I hear people complaining about their anxiety stuffs. How hard their life is. No one cares. No friends.
How much everyone should pity him/her.
When in reality, they are pretty damn normal with actually friends, that cheers on them, have talents and career.
Like, they are Really talented, drawing picture for people, doing commissions worth over $50 and above. Several times a week.
they make such a great fortune of it.
On top on that, This is what literally made me so angry and upset now, is that they are Begging that people should give
them Free $$$.
There's even a site, that you can use to donate and give money. They complain about their Awful life situation, and
beggs other to donate free $$$.
And that, my comrades, made the milk boil over.
And yes, they are actually donating!! I'm not giving out any names.
Idk, maybe I should start begging for free $$$. It works for them.
But no, I always found it disgraceful to beg for money like that.
My only friend is my dog. People dont want to be friends with me. Those who tries, well,
they see i'm "different" and dumps me soon. We are taught that Everyone has friends. If someone says "I have no
friends" he's talking b******t. Well, I got my dog, only, but I'm talking about human friends.
They say animals know and see when you have anxiety, feeling sick and tries comfort you.
Well i've never experienced that with my dog. She ain't giving me anything. but I don't care. She's my only friend after all.
And what am I to do when she's gone?
I have no career. I'm home leeching my parents (i'm 29 derp). i feel bad about it. Ofcourse!
I can't go out, only when my dog needs to and if I see someone coming I hides in the bushes hoping they did not see me. Well
of course they see me, they think I'm a retareded creep. I seriously do that. It's hard to imagine that but, try. It's not only
happening in the soap-operas.
No talent or skills. It seems like people like "us" is blessed with some overgodly special talent like music or drawing.
heh, I've tried. I'm one of those called multi-untalented.
I'm just so tired of people. Beggers with amazing talents with Lots of cash already.
I have no cash. Can't even afford a new pair of socks, cause I don't have any job to earn money. Mom buys everything. Sorry mom,
you should have just thrown me out. I'm not worth it. Please. I don't take any medication.
I don't go see any doctors. No one knows I exists. No education, dropped of school. Why was I made so useless.
I don't want to be best at anything, I beleive in average.
At least I could have been made tall and big, so I could smite all bad people that have made me cry.
But I can just curl myself into a tiny ball and cry. My tiny body has nothing to say. You can crush me.
Sorry this tread wasn't intened to offend anyone. I had to get this out of my useless heart. And i choosed to do it here.
I apolegize.
I'm so sad and angry at the same time. actually I almost always am. But today especially.
I get so upset when I hear people complaining about their anxiety stuffs. How hard their life is. No one cares. No friends.
How much everyone should pity him/her.
When in reality, they are pretty damn normal with actually friends, that cheers on them, have talents and career.
Like, they are Really talented, drawing picture for people, doing commissions worth over $50 and above. Several times a week.
they make such a great fortune of it.
On top on that, This is what literally made me so angry and upset now, is that they are Begging that people should give
them Free $$$.
There's even a site, that you can use to donate and give money. They complain about their Awful life situation, and
beggs other to donate free $$$.
And that, my comrades, made the milk boil over.
And yes, they are actually donating!! I'm not giving out any names.
Idk, maybe I should start begging for free $$$. It works for them.
But no, I always found it disgraceful to beg for money like that.
My only friend is my dog. People dont want to be friends with me. Those who tries, well,
they see i'm "different" and dumps me soon. We are taught that Everyone has friends. If someone says "I have no
friends" he's talking b******t. Well, I got my dog, only, but I'm talking about human friends.
They say animals know and see when you have anxiety, feeling sick and tries comfort you.
Well i've never experienced that with my dog. She ain't giving me anything. but I don't care. She's my only friend after all.
And what am I to do when she's gone?
I have no career. I'm home leeching my parents (i'm 29 derp). i feel bad about it. Ofcourse!
I can't go out, only when my dog needs to and if I see someone coming I hides in the bushes hoping they did not see me. Well
of course they see me, they think I'm a retareded creep. I seriously do that. It's hard to imagine that but, try. It's not only
happening in the soap-operas.
No talent or skills. It seems like people like "us" is blessed with some overgodly special talent like music or drawing.
heh, I've tried. I'm one of those called multi-untalented.
I'm just so tired of people. Beggers with amazing talents with Lots of cash already.
I have no cash. Can't even afford a new pair of socks, cause I don't have any job to earn money. Mom buys everything. Sorry mom,
you should have just thrown me out. I'm not worth it. Please. I don't take any medication.
I don't go see any doctors. No one knows I exists. No education, dropped of school. Why was I made so useless.
I don't want to be best at anything, I beleive in average.
At least I could have been made tall and big, so I could smite all bad people that have made me cry.
But I can just curl myself into a tiny ball and cry. My tiny body has nothing to say. You can crush me.
Sorry this tread wasn't intened to offend anyone. I had to get this out of my useless heart. And i choosed to do it here.
I apolegize.