Hear me please

JuicyFruit

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Long time no see SPW

I'm so sad and angry at the same time. actually I almost always am. But today especially.
I get so upset when I hear people complaining about their anxiety stuffs. How hard their life is. No one cares. No friends.
How much everyone should pity him/her.
When in reality, they are pretty damn normal with actually friends, that cheers on them, have talents and career.
Like, they are Really talented, drawing picture for people, doing commissions worth over $50 and above. Several times a week.
they make such a great fortune of it.
On top on that, This is what literally made me so angry and upset now, is that they are Begging that people should give
them Free $$$.
There's even a site, that you can use to donate and give money. They complain about their Awful life situation, and
beggs other to donate free $$$.
And that, my comrades, made the milk boil over.
And yes, they are actually donating!! I'm not giving out any names.
Idk, maybe I should start begging for free $$$. It works for them.
But no, I always found it disgraceful to beg for money like that.
My only friend is my dog. People dont want to be friends with me. Those who tries, well,
they see i'm "different" and dumps me soon. We are taught that Everyone has friends. If someone says "I have no
friends" he's talking b******t. Well, I got my dog, only, but I'm talking about human friends.
They say animals know and see when you have anxiety, feeling sick and tries comfort you.
Well i've never experienced that with my dog. She ain't giving me anything. but I don't care. She's my only friend after all.
And what am I to do when she's gone?
I have no career. I'm home leeching my parents (i'm 29 derp). i feel bad about it. Ofcourse!
I can't go out, only when my dog needs to and if I see someone coming I hides in the bushes hoping they did not see me. Well
of course they see me, they think I'm a retareded creep. I seriously do that. It's hard to imagine that but, try. It's not only
happening in the soap-operas.
No talent or skills. It seems like people like "us" is blessed with some overgodly special talent like music or drawing.
heh, I've tried. I'm one of those called multi-untalented.
I'm just so tired of people. Beggers with amazing talents with Lots of cash already.
I have no cash. Can't even afford a new pair of socks, cause I don't have any job to earn money. Mom buys everything. Sorry mom,
you should have just thrown me out. I'm not worth it. Please. I don't take any medication.
I don't go see any doctors. No one knows I exists. No education, dropped of school. Why was I made so useless.
I don't want to be best at anything, I beleive in average.
At least I could have been made tall and big, so I could smite all bad people that have made me cry.
But I can just curl myself into a tiny ball and cry. My tiny body has nothing to say. You can crush me.
Sorry this tread wasn't intened to offend anyone. I had to get this out of my useless heart. And i choosed to do it here.
I apolegize.
 

SCP-087-1

Well-known member
That's pretty low that they have an income but still beg by saying "I have anxiety. Give me money". I love dogs. What kind of dog do you have? Maybe you should invest in a ghillie suit to make hiding in bushes easier :)
 

Richey

Well-known member
Remember this..

For many actively functioning people, one or two depressed days out of a year can be enough for them to think they have a problem because some people are super pedantic about symptoms in a hypochondriac kind of way, to a chronic sufferer that seems ridiculous and it is ridiculous when you hear people complain about such small problems...

This however shows you that there are so many different personality types and many confident people take their good lives for granted sometimes, because they are numb to normality...

It is hard as an observer who may genuinely be having a rough time. But just staying calm and realising that they don't know any better is the best way to handle it.
 

JuicyFruit

Well-known member
That's pretty low that they have an income but still beg by saying "I have anxiety. Give me money". I love dogs. What kind of dog do you have? Maybe you should invest in a ghillie suit to make hiding in bushes easier :)


Hey there. Very sorry for late reply. It took me one day to gather courage to check out my own tread.
I was afraid to check the replies. Afraid I would have upset someone, for some reason. I very good at unintentionally upset people.
I'm full of misunderstandings...
She's a Siberian Husky. She's the very reason I still have the will to get up every morning in this god forsaken world.
It's her 10th birthday today. Got her some special treats to celebrate :)
So, are you actually encouraging me to hide?
 

JuicyFruit

Well-known member
Remember this..

For many actively functioning people, one or two depressed days out of a year can be enough for them to think they have a problem because some people are super pedantic about symptoms in a hypochondriac kind of way, to a chronic sufferer that seems ridiculous and it is ridiculous when you hear people complain about such small problems...

This however shows you that there are so many different personality types and many confident people take their good lives for granted sometimes, because they are numb to normality...

It is hard as an observer who may genuinely be having a rough time. But just staying calm and realising that they don't know any better is the best way to handle it.


People defenitly takes their good life for granted yes.
I Wish they knew better. It upsets me they don't know better. I wish I could show them.
 

Ignace

Well-known member
Those people you are talking about are just idiots, the best you can do is focus on yourself and not on them. A lot of people have this thing in their character to beg for some attention. They get 'depressed' over the most insignificant detail that you can imagine.
Are you looking for a job ? It might open new perspectives and sort out the money problem.
 

JuicyFruit

Well-known member
Those people you are talking about are just idiots, the best you can do is focus on yourself and not on them. A lot of people have this thing in their character to beg for some attention. They get 'depressed' over the most insignificant detail that you can imagine.
Are you looking for a job ? It might open new perspectives and sort out the money problem.

Not looking for any job. I dont' even have any qualifications to get one. well it would probably be scrubbing toilets,
but who would like to do that. I have Some dignity left. And then my anxiety. I can't see myself function very well around people.
Not at all. I can see myself being alone, left out, while the other hangs out together.
It would break me down so much I'm afraid to risk the last sanity I have left.
 

R3K

Well-known member
Not looking for any job. I dont' even have any qualifications to get one. well it would probably be scrubbing toilets,
but who would like to do that. I have Some dignity left. And then my anxiety. I can't see myself function very well around people.
Not at all. I can see myself being alone, left out, while the other hangs out together.
It would break me down so much I'm afraid to risk the last sanity I have left.

just get a job and kick *** at it. even if it's scrubbing toilets. focus on that and impress ur bosses. when they compliment you on your hard work your confidence will go up and more opportunities will present themselves. continue to be nice and humble when everyone else is cruel and greedy. the only solace is what we know in our guts; there's no acknowledgement coming from them. they are animals. do your thing, don't let their self-inspiring cries for attention distract you.
 

JuicyFruit

Well-known member
just get a job and kick *** at it. even if it's scrubbing toilets. focus on that and impress ur bosses. when they compliment you on your hard work your confidence will go up and more opportunities will present themselves. continue to be nice and humble when everyone else is cruel and greedy. the only solace is what we know in our guts; there's no acknowledgement coming from them. they are animals. do your thing, don't let their self-inspiring cries for attention distract you.


Mom scrubbed toilets for long time. It's not a job Anyone should have. It's a job that shouldn't exist.
Apparently, people don't know how to use toilets properly, or they actually believe smudging and poop on the walls is how you do it.
I'd handle gore and blood, but not poop.
I wouldn't call any human an animal, it's very disrespectful... towards real animals lol. Animals are great. We know it,
animals are better than man. Great thinkers and philosophers approves it. Mankind are the embodiment of evil and only exists in man.
When everyone is cruel towards me should I just smile wide at them and thank them? It might actually work.
So, what do you do for a living, if I may ask.
 

Ignace

Well-known member
You don't necessarily need to scrub toilets, think of a warehouse job or something.
There are jobs out there which don't require qualifications, take a look around online and you might find something you can see yourself doing.
The hardest part is taking initiative, mailing, or calling if you don't mind, to see if this job is available and show your interest.
In these times people can't be too picky for a job.
I personally work in a warehouse, it's my first job and I've been there for 2 years.
Why would anyone be cruel towards you anyway? You can't befriend everyone, and people you don't like: Just smile and wave. :perfect:
 

JuicyFruit

Well-known member
You don't necessarily need to scrub toilets, think of a warehouse job or something.
There are jobs out there which don't require qualifications, take a look around online and you might find something you can see yourself doing.
The hardest part is taking initiative, mailing, or calling if you don't mind, to see if this job is available and show your interest.
In these times people can't be too picky for a job.
I personally work in a warehouse, it's my first job and I've been there for 2 years.
Why would anyone be cruel towards you anyway? You can't befriend everyone, and people you don't like: Just smile and wave. :perfect:


Warehouse job ehh... carrying boxes and driving warehouse vehicles. I guess you don't need any driver license for that.
Well at least it would have to be a job I can take my dog with me. But... I'm not so keen on traveling by bus 100 km everyday.
Wake up really early. Just a bad excuse from me I guess.
Yeah, I ask too why people are cruel towards me. I'm tiny and weak. The perfect punching bag. The perfect individual to drop
someone's anger and frustration on.
 

Reset

Member
I'm so sad and angry at the same time. actually I almost always am. But today especially.
I get so upset when I hear people complaining about their anxiety stuffs. How hard their life is. No one cares. No friends.
How much everyone should pity him/her.
When in reality, they are pretty damn normal with actually friends, that cheers on them, have talents and career.
Like, they are Really talented, drawing picture for people, doing commissions worth over $50 and above. Several times a week.
they make such a great fortune of it.
On top on that, This is what literally made me so angry and upset now, is that they are Begging that people should give
them Free $$$.
There's even a site, that you can use to donate and give money. They complain about their Awful life situation, and
beggs other to donate free $$$.
And that, my comrades, made the milk boil over.
And yes, they are actually donating!! I'm not giving out any names.
Idk, maybe I should start begging for free $$$. It works for them.
But no, I always found it disgraceful to beg for money like that.
My only friend is my dog. People dont want to be friends with me. Those who tries, well,
they see i'm "different" and dumps me soon. We are taught that Everyone has friends. If someone says "I have no
friends" he's talking b******t. Well, I got my dog, only, but I'm talking about human friends.
They say animals know and see when you have anxiety, feeling sick and tries comfort you.
Well i've never experienced that with my dog. She ain't giving me anything. but I don't care. She's my only friend after all.
And what am I to do when she's gone?
I have no career. I'm home leeching my parents (i'm 29 derp). i feel bad about it. Ofcourse!
I can't go out, only when my dog needs to and if I see someone coming I hides in the bushes hoping they did not see me. Well
of course they see me, they think I:)'m a retareded creep. I seriously do that. It's hard to imagine that but, try. It's not only
happening in the soap-operas.
No talent or skills. It seems like people like "us" is blessed with some overgodly special talent like music or drawing.
heh, I've tried. I'm one of those called multi-untalented.
I'm just so tired of people. Beggers with amazing talents with Lots of cash already.
I have no cash. Can't even afford a new pair of socks, cause I don't have any job to earn money. Mom buys everything. Sorry mom,
you should have just thrown me out. I'm not worth it. Please. I don't take any medication.
I don't go see any doctors. No one knows I exists. No education, dropped of school. Why was I made so useless.
I don't want to be best at anything, I beleive in average.
At least I could have been made tall and big, so I could smite all bad people that have made me cry.
But I can just curl myself into a tiny ball and cry. My tiny body has nothing to say. You can crush me.
Sorry this tread wasn't intened to offend anyone. I had to get this out of my useless heart. And i choosed to do it here.
I apolegize.[/QUOTE]
 
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