MissJess
Banned
My names Jessica,I'm new to this board,glad I found it
I have alot to say SORRY if its all mixed in and random
and sorry if its to long.THANKS if you read it all.
First of all I have had social phobia since I was 10 and I am now 19.It doesn't just go away!I Left the high school I was at in 11th grade and went to a school for people with problems.Most people there were mentally retarded.There were only 9 people in a class room.And four of the people had social anxiety,two of them being me and my sister.
Jumping around now..
I BLUSH to much because I get embarrassed really easily...and then when I blush I feel so stupid.
Ugh
I don't have any friends and I don't talk at work.Im not in college yet.I fear it.I will not give speechesIn high school(at the "normal" high school)I had my dad ask my spanish teacher if I could give my reprt after school.And I did.
Thats how bad I am.
I'm just trying to get my License now.I am so nervous on the road!!It's mostly my anxiety
I HATE MY SOCIAL PHOBIA!
I HATE WHEN MY BOYFRIENDS FRIEND COMES OVER OUR HOUSE.
I HAVE BEEN WITH MY BOYFRIEND FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS NOW AND IM STILL AFRAID OF JUST HIS PARENTS.LIKE I HATE VISITING THEM...I DEFF HATE GOING TO ANY OF HIS FAMILY EVENTS!!!I ONLY WENT TO LIKE 3.I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.I EVEN HATE GOING TO MY OWN FAMILY'S EVENTS.MY EXTENDED FAMILY I NOT CLOSE.I NEVER SEE THEM SO WHEN I DO I GET ALL NERVOUS. BLUSH.
IF I JUST HAD ONE WISH..I WISH THIS WOULD GO AWAY
THERES MORE I COULD WRITE BUT THIS IS LONG.
ID LOVE TO TALK TO OTHERS THAT HAVE SP AND HEAR YOUR STORIES.
I have alot to say SORRY if its all mixed in and random
and sorry if its to long.THANKS if you read it all.
First of all I have had social phobia since I was 10 and I am now 19.It doesn't just go away!I Left the high school I was at in 11th grade and went to a school for people with problems.Most people there were mentally retarded.There were only 9 people in a class room.And four of the people had social anxiety,two of them being me and my sister.
Jumping around now..
I BLUSH to much because I get embarrassed really easily...and then when I blush I feel so stupid.
Ugh
I don't have any friends and I don't talk at work.Im not in college yet.I fear it.I will not give speechesIn high school(at the "normal" high school)I had my dad ask my spanish teacher if I could give my reprt after school.And I did.
Thats how bad I am.
I'm just trying to get my License now.I am so nervous on the road!!It's mostly my anxiety
I HATE MY SOCIAL PHOBIA!
I HATE WHEN MY BOYFRIENDS FRIEND COMES OVER OUR HOUSE.
I HAVE BEEN WITH MY BOYFRIEND FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS NOW AND IM STILL AFRAID OF JUST HIS PARENTS.LIKE I HATE VISITING THEM...I DEFF HATE GOING TO ANY OF HIS FAMILY EVENTS!!!I ONLY WENT TO LIKE 3.I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.I EVEN HATE GOING TO MY OWN FAMILY'S EVENTS.MY EXTENDED FAMILY I NOT CLOSE.I NEVER SEE THEM SO WHEN I DO I GET ALL NERVOUS. BLUSH.
IF I JUST HAD ONE WISH..I WISH THIS WOULD GO AWAY
THERES MORE I COULD WRITE BUT THIS IS LONG.
ID LOVE TO TALK TO OTHERS THAT HAVE SP AND HEAR YOUR STORIES.