lilmutegirl
Well-known member
Lately, I've been almost on auto-pilot because I'm so busy. In a way, it's nice, because I don't stop long enough to get anxious most of the time, I just do what I need to do.
Yesterday in a class, we were working in groups. I talked to the other two people in my group just fine. Then, the instructor asked our group to answer a question we had not prepared for, and I answered it because the other two looked like they didn't want to. I was quite proud.:applause:
However, today, I need to call to reschedule an appointment. I have to call today, because it is scheduled for Monday. I am having trouble getting up the nerve to call.
I'm also still slightly anxious at the job I've had for the past six months--mostly because I'm not as familiar with processes as everyone else, and even if I'm told how to do something, if it's a rare occurance, I forget before it happens the next time. Since this is in the field I want to go into, I want to be as comfortable as possible.
I'm glad that I'm making progress on my anxiety, but wish that it were more consistent with everything in my life...
Yesterday in a class, we were working in groups. I talked to the other two people in my group just fine. Then, the instructor asked our group to answer a question we had not prepared for, and I answered it because the other two looked like they didn't want to. I was quite proud.:applause:
However, today, I need to call to reschedule an appointment. I have to call today, because it is scheduled for Monday. I am having trouble getting up the nerve to call.
I'm also still slightly anxious at the job I've had for the past six months--mostly because I'm not as familiar with processes as everyone else, and even if I'm told how to do something, if it's a rare occurance, I forget before it happens the next time. Since this is in the field I want to go into, I want to be as comfortable as possible.
I'm glad that I'm making progress on my anxiety, but wish that it were more consistent with everything in my life...