How are you feeling?

kayelle

kayelle

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Bad about sitting here eating lots of crisps and drinking lots of wine because I wanted to get back on my diet so that I wouldn't be overweight any more...but that doesn't mean I'm about to stop! ::p:
 
Juggalo

Juggalo

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I'm feeling a bit better than I did a little while ago. Now that im posting on here. Too bad i cant do this every day, I'm visiting at my uncle and aunt's and using their comp. I don't have one at home. But like i said, its nice to post at a place where people understand me and dont complain about me being "emo". lol.
 
planemo

planemo

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I'm usually not a fan of Fridays. It's still pretty hot and somewhat frustrating. I guess I still feel a little deflated and uninspired.
 
iamthenra

iamthenra

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Lea said:
I am crying. I don't want this ****ing life and ****ing destiny anymore. What have I done to deserve this, why was I born like crippled idiot without possibility to change? I have enough of living like homeless beggar spending my "life" in dark cellars without any close people like all others. I see this life should be a punishment for something (can't explain it otherwise), but why don't I even have the right to know what it is??
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I hear ya, I feel the same way... Trapped like a caged animal, in a world that holds us hostage because of our disorder's.... with no relief from this nightmare in sight... Just like the movie Matrix, and I want to take the RED pill and wake up from this nightmare, and start living a normal healthy life filled with friends and relationships and especially romance..... <sigh>:rolleyes:
 
Juggalo

Juggalo

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I'm gonna get a girlfriend this year, or die trying. lol.

And trying for me is half the battle(as other people with shyness/social phobia problems know).
 
Lea

Lea

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iamthenra said:
I hear ya, I feel the same way... Trapped like a caged animal, in a world that holds us hostage because of our disorder's.... with no relief from this nightmare in sight... Just like the movie Matrix, and I want to take the RED pill and wake up from this nightmare, and start living a normal healthy life filled with friends and relationships and especially romance..... <sigh>:rolleyes:
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Thanks Iamthera, I think you may feel similar because I noticed you also had similar problems at home plus also have other similar problems.

Anyway how I feel now, I feel sick, I think I am going to faint any minute. I don't know what to do, will try to make myself some pear juice. Hope I will make it before I drop.
 
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KiaraBlue

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How am I? F...ing panicked, anxious, stressed.. I am having full house of guests..just want them to go away. It'sad..they are all ok people..but anyway. So I am hiding in my room, what a great life..
 
planemo

planemo

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Its been really hot, and I'm glad it looks as if a thunderstorm is on the way. I'm feeling a little pessimistic about things as usual though. Would be nice to have a friend now and then.
 
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cure

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KiaraBlue said:
How am I? F...ing panicked, anxious, stressed.. I am having full house of guests..just want them to go away. It'sad..they are all ok people..but anyway. So I am hiding in my room, what a great life..
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I know how you feel.. my brother keeps bringing his girlfriend here and I can't leave my room because I don't want to blush for no reason in front of here and look strange.
 
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KiaraBlue

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cure said:
I know how you feel.. my brother keeps bringing his girlfriend here and I can't leave my room because I don't want to blush for no reason in front of here and look strange.
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Now that you mention..had the same situation with my brothers ex girlfriend. I wish I don't remember that..but it's here in my mind like it was yesterday.
Every time that she came to our house i had panick attacks with of course lots of blushing. Now my brother has a new girl which is now his wife :) and I feel much better next to her..so understand you. Uf, I wish I have some advice for you.. :(
 
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Exposure

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I feel great , im back sleeping again , had a great Christmas and am looking forward to a fresh start with the new year . Im going to join a gym and try to spend as much time as i can there , im gona buff up , Im going to purchase Dr richards cbt program from the social anxiety institute and im going to get my life back , its not a question of if ill ever get better , its a question of when , hoo-rah lol , hope your all doing good .
 
Honda

Honda

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for the past few days, i started reading a book for osho and (this might sound naive) watched the movie avatar... And since then i my whole mentality and thinking changed.. My fear is still there but i just feel like i can control it better... i just have a peaceful feeling inside of me...
 
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