The driver has control of the radio, so at least you have that to look forward to.
How are you feeling?
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The driver has control of the radio, so at least you have that to look forward to.
MikeyC
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That sucks, outsider. I hope you feel better soon.
Gah, that sucks, dude. When our cat died in 2010, it took a few days to get used to the fact she wasn't there. When I would come home she would be there, waiting for me. She would scratch at my door wanting to come in. She would sleep on my bed. It did take a little while to get used to the fact she wasn't going to be doing that anymore.Then yesterday evening, my mum comes upstair to my room on the verge of tears saying she was standing at the backdoor for about 10 minutes, waiting for the cat to come in, then she remembered she doesn't have to. Then she said it's hard to believe he's not here anymore. At that, I brokedown in tears. ::
You will get through it, mate. All these things take time.
Sounds horrible. I have some death metal CD's you can use - suddenly you'll be intimidating him.
Honestly, though, I hope it goes well.
coyote
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Good luck
Sounds horrible. I have some death metal CD's you can use - suddenly you'll be intimidating him.
my boss is actually a really good guy
and he usually does most of the talking
i just hope he doesn't ask me too many questions that i'd rather not answer
MikeyC
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Hopefully the conversation will be very informal and you can relax a little more.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Thanks for the reassurance, mate.
I don't know whether to mention this to my counselor when my therapy sessions start? Though, I probably will. I'm still waiting to hear back from my doctor about my counseling sessions.
outsideroftheoutsiders
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I'm in a huge chocolat mood today, so i ate some yummy chocolat eggs
Other than that i'm excited since i'm waiting for my new ordered cellphone to be delivered
I was too! haha
There's something about chocolate...
MikeyC
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Definitely mention it. It might seem silly to say but it's better to get out there.Thanks for the reassurance, mate.
Shyangel
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Sounds pretty good...
You should totally take a pic next time and add it to the food thread so we can all get jealous and lust after it.. (is that the right word? lust? meh...)
I should. You guys put up so much delicious food, it's about time I turn the tables and make you all envy me.
My mum and I are feeling really down because of the death of one of our cats. :
Yesterday, my oldest sister phoned our mum said she had a break from work for an hour between 11:30am & 12:30pm, and would drive straight from work to take her shopping. I come downstairs and see My mum pacing the living room and looking out the window, slightly panicked. My sister's not answering her mobile phone because she's running late. I haven't seen her acting like that before.
Then yesterday evening, my mum comes upstair to my room on the verge of tears saying she was standing at the backdoor for about 10 minutes, waiting for the cat to come in, then she remembered she doesn't have to. Then she said it's hard to believe he's not here anymore. At that, I brokedown in tears.
That's horrible. I'm so sorry,Graeme.
I feel so sorry for the pain you and your mom are going through. I hope that empty emotional void can be filled with the joy of his/her memory soon.
I hope you're feeling alright.
systemanic
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I'm feeling very much like the "Crab" that i am today. Changed just some stuff in house yesterday, and true to Crab nature, i am suffering for it today (just can't feel "okay", and i've had to reverse much of these hard-fought changes). Of course being full moon the effects are at least twice as bad!. Basically, having my Crab nature, & nervous disposition, amongst other things, means i can't really "handle" any change, as it messes with my "safety and stability". In another words, i'm stuck in my Crab hole, and there's nothing i can do about it, as it's "inbuilt" into me :
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MikeyC
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Why exactly are these things bad? :
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TheWickedOne
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Vague annoyance with the world in general.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
That's horrible. I'm so sorry,Graeme.
I feel so sorry for the pain you and your mom are going through. I hope that empty emotional void can be filled with the joy of his/her memory soon.
I hope you're feeling alright.
I'll be alright, eventually. And it's only been 3 days since our cat died. So, it'll take time to get over it.
Falkor
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On the edge of crying, whilst I'm in the classroom. I had a panic attack in the break, but I didn't want to avoid. To just face my fear right into the eyes, and yup I was very trembling and shaking in the class, and ppl said like are you ok, i said, yeah, just don't put attention on me, I will just work on my tasks. And it worked!
I just still feel like this, and it's very uncomfortable. I did go to the classroom tohugh! so that's something i never done before, whilst i was panicing. I just wanted to experience how it's like, when i enter a situation, while i'm having a breathing uneasily accident, oh well, i just entered the classroom, and the guys were staring at me, like, hmm, and I was looking very upset and had to let my tears fall down while looking out of the window, and i could see some ppl were looking at me, strange, or a little like, yeah i dont know.
I just didn't want to show my weaknesses, that's how i always feel, i don't wanna cry in the classroom - cuz when ppl then want to ask me stuff, teacher even said to the whole class like you can all make mistakes and that's okay and than he looked at me, i feel awkward about that. I don't want anybody to know, It makes me even more tearing XD.
So, that's why I feel pretty stupid, we had to sit in circles while Math and Computer Sciences, So that's why I was nervous before entering the classroom so much, I thought, like, hm i'll just stay here as long as i can.
But i didn't! Though now is everybody trying to cheer me up and I think I don't deserve it, I'm a little baby, I cry
and ppl will view me like that when i cry. panic disorder is a hard itme..
I will just go to my coach soon, i bet she will be proud off me. that I just went to my fear. Like I did more times now, still terrifying much, but i did it, whilst emotional it is, but it has made me feel proud, but makes me cry just lil. and i feel awkward that everybody can see me in class, i can't cry here..
Oh well, I did it, that's what counts. Otherwise i keep dreading on this.
I just still feel like this, and it's very uncomfortable. I did go to the classroom tohugh! so that's something i never done before, whilst i was panicing. I just wanted to experience how it's like, when i enter a situation, while i'm having a breathing uneasily accident, oh well, i just entered the classroom, and the guys were staring at me, like, hmm, and I was looking very upset and had to let my tears fall down while looking out of the window, and i could see some ppl were looking at me, strange, or a little like, yeah i dont know.
I just didn't want to show my weaknesses, that's how i always feel, i don't wanna cry in the classroom - cuz when ppl then want to ask me stuff, teacher even said to the whole class like you can all make mistakes and that's okay and than he looked at me, i feel awkward about that. I don't want anybody to know, It makes me even more tearing XD.
So, that's why I feel pretty stupid, we had to sit in circles while Math and Computer Sciences, So that's why I was nervous before entering the classroom so much, I thought, like, hm i'll just stay here as long as i can.
But i didn't! Though now is everybody trying to cheer me up and I think I don't deserve it, I'm a little baby, I cry
and ppl will view me like that when i cry. panic disorder is a hard itme..
I will just go to my coach soon, i bet she will be proud off me. that I just went to my fear. Like I did more times now, still terrifying much, but i did it, whilst emotional it is, but it has made me feel proud, but makes me cry just lil. and i feel awkward that everybody can see me in class, i can't cry here..
Oh well, I did it, that's what counts. Otherwise i keep dreading on this.
Agent_Violet
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Lost again
On the edge of crying, whilst I'm in the classroom. I had a panic attack in the break, but I didn't want to avoid. To just face my fear right into the eyes, and yup I was very trembling and shaking in the class, and ppl said like are you ok, i said, yeah, just don't put attention on me, I will just work on my tasks. And it worked!
I just still feel like this, and it's very uncomfortable. I did go to the classroom tohugh! so that's something i never done before, whilst i was panicing. I just wanted to experience how it's like, when i enter a situation, while i'm having a breathing uneasily accident, oh well, i just entered the classroom, and the guys were staring at me, like, hmm, and I was looking very upset and had to let my tears fall down while looking out of the window, and i could see some ppl were looking at me, strange, or a little like, yeah i dont know.
I just didn't want to show my weaknesses, that's how i always feel, i don't wanna cry in the classroom - cuz when ppl then want to ask me stuff, teacher even said to the whole class like you can all make mistakes and that's okay and than he looked at me, i feel awkward about that. I don't want anybody to know, It makes me even more tearing XD.
So, that's why I feel pretty stupid, we had to sit in circles while Math and Computer Sciences, So that's why I was nervous before entering the classroom so much, I thought, like, hm i'll just stay here as long as i can.
But i didn't! Though now is everybody trying to cheer me up and I think I don't deserve it, I'm a little baby, I cry
and ppl will view me like that when i cry. panic disorder is a hard itme..
I will just go to my coach soon, i bet she will be proud off me. that I just went to my fear. Like I did more times now, still terrifying much, but i did it, whilst emotional it is, but it has made me feel proud, but makes me cry just lil. and i feel awkward that everybody can see me in class, i can't cry here..
Oh well, I did it, that's what counts. Otherwise i keep dreading on this.
That's good! And even though you panicked, everyone seemed to be supportive of you. I know you don't want any of the attention on you, but at least it was positive attention.
I had my first day of orientation yesterday. It went well from an external standpoint. I really like the chick that did my orientation (I thought there would be several, if not a dozen or so, people there, but I was all alone). I met the GM and he is super nice and I met some other people and talked to them and made eye contact and all that junk. I even felt comfortable enough to joke around with a couple of them. So that was very positive. But internally, I'm experiencing that fight or flight sensation. I had a job once before that I quit after one day. I wasn't mentally prepared for it and I ran. I'm trying to fight that feeling right now.
I also cancelled my dentist appointment this morning. Between that, the new job, and seeing my therapist all in two days, I was majorly stressing and something had to give. I'm going to reschedule for sometime soon, but I kinda feel like I dropped the ball. I was on a roll and, if I'd just calm the &^$% down, I could have been level headed about it and gone through with it. Oh well, it's done now. I have to get ready for my therapist appointment. Dr. Cop doesn't know that I got a job. I think she's going to freak out. I hope she doesn't bring her gun in today.
AsTimeBurns
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Neck, head and eyes all hurt as usual.