How are you feeling?
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(((Hugs))) Tomorrow is a brand new day hidwell
Can you do something special you enjoy or find exciting for a while to get some relief from the depression?
MrJones
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Why is that? :
:I've been crying a lot lately myself :
:I'm sorry you feel like this, you can talk to me anytime you want.
twiggle
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Why is that? :
I've been crying a lot lately myself :
I'm sorry you feel like this, you can talk to me anytime you want.
Women's issues plus just feeling very emotional and irritable and worried about somebody who is sick. So many things lately are making me feel sad.
I just want to curl up and sleep, I don't feel like seeing anybody today but I've made a half-plan to. I think I'll cancel it, it's a guy I barely know and have only met a few times. I cba making an effort with small-talk today and I'm irritated that he keeps messaging me to meet up all of a sudden. (Yes, hypocritical on many levels, I know. I'm not thinking rationally today) But his messages always make it sound like an order, not an idea.
Hope you feel better soon too Jonesy.
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MrJones
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I'm glad I'm not a woman, with my mood I would go insane everytime I got my period o.0
I hope you and that somebody who is sick get better soon. Good luck.
I know people who's words sound more like orders that ideas, but I guess they don't have bad intentions afterall :/
Invisibleman
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I feel really sick today which is annoying because I get sick maybe once every few years. I have an upset stomach and a headache and it feels like theres a porcupine in my throat. On top of that I went to my favourite poutine place and its closed for march break-_-
dean01
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i feel awful, ive been cutting myself again and my arms are a mess. i dont like doing it and im not sure why i cut. it could be my dad moaning at me to get a job or saying that everythings in my mind, it could even be that i was classed disabled yesterday. im guessing as theres so much going on in my life it could be anything or everything.
my minds all over the place and i wish i could think clearly and act normally but what is normal, its been so long i cant remember. i feel like a child in an adults body wanting so much to grow up and to move on with my life but its been to long for me to know where to start.
my minds all over the place and i wish i could think clearly and act normally but what is normal, its been so long i cant remember. i feel like a child in an adults body wanting so much to grow up and to move on with my life but its been to long for me to know where to start.
KiaKaha
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Like I dont really matter - I feel frustrated, and I feel frustrated that I feel frustrated.
I dont feel very popular.... and I feel like I should stop wanting things and expecting good things for myself becuase I just know that I am never going to get it. Agitated - I am most likely going to be disappointed.... agitated that I have set myself up with an expectation to be disappointed in the first place...
I feel like people dont hear me or understand what I am saying ... but then I feel like why should they?
I feel like my beliefs and opinions are invalid.
I guess I just feel alone...
I dont feel very popular.... and I feel like I should stop wanting things and expecting good things for myself becuase I just know that I am never going to get it. Agitated - I am most likely going to be disappointed.... agitated that I have set myself up with an expectation to be disappointed in the first place...
I feel like people dont hear me or understand what I am saying ... but then I feel like why should they?
I feel like my beliefs and opinions are invalid.
I guess I just feel alone...
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MsBuzzkillington
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I think it would be a good idea to try and let go of the desire to want things and to expect good things for yourself. Not in the sense that you should give up or that you don't deserve great and amazing things (because you do. You are a great person with lots of depth). But sometimes when we desire things and we feel like if we had these things it would make our lives better and if we could only have something good happen in our lives, we would be happier... it makes it harder to cope with not having them.
For example (just going to use a really dorky and small example heh), I love chocolate. Let's say for whatever reason I am no longer allowed to eat it, or that I can't buy it anymore. If I sit and think about how much I just want a bar of chocolate, I will be miserable without it. If I think about how if only I could have some chocolate, I would feel happier, I will feel worse that I don't have it. But if I tell myself that it is just a chocolate bar, it will not bring me happiness and that happiness really comes from within not from things I can obtain, then I will eventually feel much less miserable that I can't have the chocolate. When I stop putting so much emphasis that eating the chocolate would improve my life, I will start to notice the other good things that are around me.
It is kind of difficult to achieve that though and I really understand what it is like to want things and desire good things for yourself. But I think sometimes a lot of us overlook the little things and fail to realize the greatness that is already around us.
Hang in there, KiaKaha. I am sorry you are feeling so alone. There are a lot of people here who care about you and enjoy reading your posts. Your thoughts are not invalid and you bring a lot to the forums. I hope one day soon you can see the greatness in yourself that we can all see in you.
alwayssunnyinphiladelphia
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i feel awful, ive been cutting myself again and my arms are a mess. i dont like doing it and im not sure why i cut. it could be my dad moaning at me to get a job or saying that everythings in my mind, it could even be that i was classed disabled yesterday. im guessing as theres so much going on in my life it could be anything or everything.
my minds all over the place and i wish i could think clearly and act normally but what is normal, its been so long i cant remember. i feel like a child in an adults body wanting so much to grow up and to move on with my life but its been to long for me to know where to start.
Sorry things aren't going well for you at the minute, I remember I cut my arms sometimes when I was younger. C when you do it, are you angry? And afterwards do you feel better or do you feel stupid? Cos I used to do it in a rage then when I had calmed down I would realise how pointless it is and I would be upset with myself even more. You're gonna have to make sure you don't start to do it again on a regular basis man, just remind yourself how absolutely pointless it is, just try and stay positive.
dean01
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i feel numb from depression but my thoughts are racing when i cut, its so confusing! and afterwards i dont care because im still numb. its just a way of venting i guess but i dont feel angry, maybe im in denial, maybe not, i just dont know.
i have bipolar with social phobia and body dysmorphia so my mood is highly unstable.
i have bipolar with social phobia and body dysmorphia so my mood is highly unstable.
SilentBird
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Violent, full-stop.
Invisibleman
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I have a loose tooth yet I have no baby teeth. Its at the back so I guess if it came out nobody would see but still....fantastic-_-
theslowesthand
Banned
Just another totally cr*ppy day in hell. Kinda getting used to every day being like this tho. Could be a bit worse (eg depression), so i shouldn't really complain.
In a real rough patch at moment, depression-prone, loneliness/isolation, mood problems. But hopefully in maybe a few days or weeks i'll get back to normal (??). Going thru the "hard yards" now, perhaps necessarily so, so that my future can possibly be better (& maybe even "okay?).
Questioning one's beliefs about life, death, change, reality, and so on, is not an easy thing to do. But i feel i have no options left but to do this, as i'm at a "do or die" point in my life.
In a real rough patch at moment, depression-prone, loneliness/isolation, mood problems. But hopefully in maybe a few days or weeks i'll get back to normal (??). Going thru the "hard yards" now, perhaps necessarily so, so that my future can possibly be better (& maybe even "okay?).
Questioning one's beliefs about life, death, change, reality, and so on, is not an easy thing to do. But i feel i have no options left but to do this, as i'm at a "do or die" point in my life.
WeirdyMcGee
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sore and sluggish, like I'm a sack of pins and needles, covered in skin.
MikeyC
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I sometimes feel like I have loose teeth, too. At least for you it's one at the back and not totally visible.
I haven't been to the dentist in about 15 years so I reckon my teeth are like sugar glass now, heh.
KiaKaha
Banned
Its my birthday today - I had a nice night tonight. Thank you
I have some things to think about (as I usually do) -
I am trying very hard to no longer 'want' things. I dont want to want things anymore. Disappointment is one of the worse emotions that brings me down and I feel it far to often. I have to find a way to find a way to combat expectations - to combat desire.
I am a pessimist at best... but its not enough.
I have some things to think about (as I usually do) -
I am trying very hard to no longer 'want' things. I dont want to want things anymore. Disappointment is one of the worse emotions that brings me down and I feel it far to often. I have to find a way to find a way to combat expectations - to combat desire.
I am a pessimist at best... but its not enough.