Helmaninquiel
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I'm feeling a little bit more worst then before, I think my buzz has died down and I'm back to me again. Yay.. Anyways got any weed for sale? lol
How are you feeling?
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Iluv
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^ Hahaha, uhm.....
Alright so right now, very sketchy. I drank an energy drink. Probably not going to sleep till 5 in the morning. Everything is scaring me. I dropped my earring and almost died of a heart attack. Perhaps this is what I deserve for consuming 100% sugar.
Alright so right now, very sketchy. I drank an energy drink. Probably not going to sleep till 5 in the morning. Everything is scaring me. I dropped my earring and almost died of a heart attack. Perhaps this is what I deserve for consuming 100% sugar.
MikeyC
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That's really good, mate. Really, really good.I had another social anxiety meetup group today - had two new members come along. One was a guy in his 40's - really nice chap... He said he was made to feel really welcome, and the other was a young woman in her 30's quite pretty, but had severe depression lately. We had a good discussion about all sorts of stuff, and even when it came to depression, mental illness, shyness etc - it wasnt awkward at all - it was comfortable and easy going....we played cards...and I lost
I feel like I am making a difference in peoples lives - and that makes me feel very happy.
I drove to Sydney today. On one hand, I feel good for making the effort to do it. On the other hand, I still feel upset and, with much annoyance, lonely.
MikeyC
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I don't feel lonely all the time, but I can understand how people would go crazy with chronic loneliness. It's an awful feeling. I could really use a girl to snuggle up to right now. Oh, well. Death metal it is.
Kiwong
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10 out of 10 today
Crikey. A prefect 10. Nadia would be impressed.
KiaKaha
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Yeah - lonliness really is heartbreaking - I think it can destroy people, the sad thing is, some people out there are so overlooked and forgotten that lonliness permeates every part of who they are. Seeing as we all choose to who we associate with, what happens to the people no one wants anything to do with?
Anyway - I aint got no woman either - so reggae for me
MikeyC
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Loneliness can destroy people - I'm seeing it first hand with a friend of mine - which is why I really hate it when I get it, which is not often. It's such an awful feeling. Sorry to hear you feel it all the time.Yeah - lonliness really is heartbreaking - I think it can destroy people, the sad thing is, some people out there are so overlooked and forgotten that lonliness permeates every part of who they are. Seeing as we all choose to who we associate with, what happens to the people no one wants anything to do with?
Anyway - I aint got no woman either - so reggae for me
Reggae? Whatever floats your boat, man. :
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Invisibleman
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Me three for not having a women. God I always feel so ashamed when I look at my crushes facebook page,shes already taken I dont know why I even bother::.
And metal?reggae? pffft I just combine the 2. Skindred for the win\m/ ::
:.And metal?reggae? pffft I just combine the 2. Skindred for the win\m/ :
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MikeyC
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Ooh, this is going to be really bad for you, mate. You're just hurting yourself by continually checking on her page. Maybe it's best if you block/delete her.Me three for not having a women. God I always feel so ashamed when I look at my crushes facebook page,shes already taken I dont know why I even bother:
Invisibleman
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I actually havent checked it in weeks but i want to ,but im just trying to restrain myself by doing other stuff lol.
MikeyC
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I hope you don't cave, but if you're anything like me, you will. :
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WeirdyMcGee
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hmm...
a bit like the cupcakes I made.
Slightly crusty on the outside, soft and fluffy on the inside...
but that doesn't make sense, does it?
Oh, well.
I wish I had pretty, colourful sprinkles too.
but seriously...
I feel kind of numb... maybe a bit nostalgic... envious of these cute friggin' cupcakes. -_____-
a bit like the cupcakes I made.
Slightly crusty on the outside, soft and fluffy on the inside...
but that doesn't make sense, does it?
Oh, well.
I wish I had pretty, colourful sprinkles too.
but seriously...
I feel kind of numb... maybe a bit nostalgic... envious of these cute friggin' cupcakes. -_____-
WeirdyMcGee
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ohhh
Dad and I used to make these confetti cupcakes on newyears eve for his brithday back when I was a...uhh... toddler?
I think we started when I was 4 all the way until he got into an accident 4 years later. He wasn't the same after that.
MikeyC
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Oh, I'm sorry. :
: Kind of feel bad for asking now....
WeirdyMcGee
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Oh, I'm sorry. :
nah. life happens.
He's still alive at least! haha -- just doesn't like to make cupcakes with me anymore.
pffff- men.
MikeyC
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We don't like to make them...we just like to eat them. That's a life lesson for you!nah. life happens.
He's still alive at least! haha -- just doesn't like to make cupcakes with me anymore.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Not as tired as I should, considering I didn't get to sleep until 3am. Though, I think that's expected after a really great gig (be it music or stand-up comedy).
Anyway, while we were travelling up to Glasgow to see Stewart Lee yesterday, my sister and I were discussing whether or not we'd both be attending my cousin's 18th birthday party. As I mentioned on here previously, my cousin's birthday is actually March 30th, and she's having her party the following day (which will be my birthday). And I'm not sure I'll be going, simply because my cousin's actual birthday is the same day that my sister and I are seeing Doug Stanhope at the King's Theatre in Glasgow. Also, the journey to Glasgow and back from where I live is approximately 15 miles each way, so I might be feeling too tired.
And if I'm honest, I don't fancy being stuck at someone else's birthday party on my birthday, with loud, people, making small talk about trival stuff. Not to mention, the awkward silences after my some muted response to the question: "So, what have you been up to, lately?", repeately by relatives I rarely see. Trying, and failing, to hide the fact I don't really want to be there. I'd rather just stay home, that way I can listen to music I like.
Anyway, while we were travelling up to Glasgow to see Stewart Lee yesterday, my sister and I were discussing whether or not we'd both be attending my cousin's 18th birthday party. As I mentioned on here previously, my cousin's birthday is actually March 30th, and she's having her party the following day (which will be my birthday). And I'm not sure I'll be going, simply because my cousin's actual birthday is the same day that my sister and I are seeing Doug Stanhope at the King's Theatre in Glasgow. Also, the journey to Glasgow and back from where I live is approximately 15 miles each way, so I might be feeling too tired.
And if I'm honest, I don't fancy being stuck at someone else's birthday party on my birthday, with loud, people, making small talk about trival stuff. Not to mention, the awkward silences after my some muted response to the question: "So, what have you been up to, lately?", repeately by relatives I rarely see. Trying, and failing, to hide the fact I don't really want to be there. I'd rather just stay home, that way I can listen to music I like.
twiggle
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You shouldn't have to do anything you don't want to on your birthday.
The day should be spent exactly as you wish