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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: California Dreaming
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Re: How are you feeling?
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Ok then, you see what it's like to lose the person who gave you a reason to live. Then you'll understand. I understand people only live once but i'm not going to prolong my misery. Seriously, I don't know why i'm just arguing my point, I should just hurry up and end this pain.
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Will you aren't the only one to feel these things and these ways or lose something or someone. It FEELS that way at the time. But you AREN'T alone. You NEED to find some solace in that - the feelings are so strong whatever anyone else says or their experiences seem so far a part from yours.
If I knew 5 years ago I'd be where I am now I'd cry. Your future is not determined, LIVE IT. We're not trying to belittle your experiences and feelings but - you don't have to repeat things. Many ppl face these things we all have the power to do it, even if it seems we are powerless.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I've found that is true. Tho... not as quickly as I'd like.
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"You may have a fresh start at any moment you choose for this thing we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the staying down."---Mary Pickford.
"Do the thing you fear, and the death of fear is certain." ---R.W Emerson
"I'm a shooting star leaping through the sky! Like a LEMUR defying the laws of gravity."---Queen
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Jun 2011
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Re: How are you feeling?
You've all talked me out of ending my life so thanks, I really appreciate it. I'm going to carry on living because I don't want to upset the people I love. I'd hate for them to be upset. I'm not saying i'm any happier than I was, but i'm just going to see how things turn out in my life. It'll be hard, but i'm going to take things day by day and see if I can manage to cheer myself up now I no longer have my best friend to do that.
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Apr 2011
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Re: How are you feeling?
Perhaps you could start a new thread to yourself, so others can help you address what's on your mind in a more personal way. I'd hate to see you get lost in an endless discussion like this.
We know what you're going through. Your parents, your family, your friends, they have trouble understanding because they don't know what it's like. We do.
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: California Dreaming
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Re: How are you feeling?
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Originally Posted by Will15
You've all talked me out of ending my life so thanks, I really appreciate it. I'm going to carry on living because I don't want to upset the people I love. I'd hate for them to be upset. I'm not saying i'm any happier than I was, but i'm just going to see how things turn out in my life. It'll be hard, but i'm going to take things day by day and see if I can manage to cheer myself up now I no longer have my best friend to do that.
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Good mate! Heh. Always get worried when ppl feel so low to consider suicide. Day by day is the way. Start your own journal thread here, we all need support I think this place has shown you can get some here, behind those computers and texts ARE real ppl who can help/want to. =) Good luck, we're all here.
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"You may have a fresh start at any moment you choose for this thing we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the staying down."---Mary Pickford.
"Do the thing you fear, and the death of fear is certain." ---R.W Emerson
"I'm a shooting star leaping through the sky! Like a LEMUR defying the laws of gravity."---Queen
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Jun 2011
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Re: How are you feeling?
Thanks. It's good to know that i'm not alone. BTW how do you make a journal thread, because i need somewhere i can just vent my feelings.
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Mar 2010
Location: up north
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Re: How are you feeling?
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Originally Posted by Will15
Thanks. It's good to know that i'm not alone. BTW how do you make a journal thread, because i need somewhere i can just vent my feelings.
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go here: Personal Stories - SocialPhobiaWorld.com
then click on "new thread" in the upper left
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"To succeed in the world it is not enough to be stupid, you must also be well-mannered." - Voltaire
"We cannot become what we want to be by remaining what we are." - Max De Pree
"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." - Anais Nin
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Sep 2009
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Re: How are you feeling?
It's raining, so I'm in a good mood. Most people seem to hate the grey rainy days, but I love them!
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06-23-2011
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Banned (money scam and blackmail)
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Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: Bedfordshire, England
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Re: How are you feeling?
Really bored, again. And I found out someone was stealing my internet, that's why 2 people appeared in the chat with the same IP address, i wasn't talking to myself or anything...... (not again)
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: †
Posts: 3,328
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Re: How are you feeling?
not really depressed, just apathetic. i want an independent spark.
oh well, guess i'll start with the dishes.
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06-23-2011
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Join Date: Mar 2010
Location: up north
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Re: How are you feeling?
yeah, i need a spark, too
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"To succeed in the world it is not enough to be stupid, you must also be well-mannered." - Voltaire
"We cannot become what we want to be by remaining what we are." - Max De Pree
"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." - Anais Nin
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