when i really can't survive anymore
what should i do? i am really afraid of people, i am not a bad man, i always try to do my best. but everytime, everywhere, i just think that people alwayst talking bad about me. i know that i am not perfect, and never will be, i just try to carry my soul whatever is it. But people never stop to hurt me, judge me, laugh at me, i just can't think anymore. I don't know where should i go, i never dare to take off my headset because i afraid to listen if people talk and laugh. I just think that i am a stranger in this world, but i can't ask God why He put me here. I am a man, i really want to go to a place where no people there, because i am afraid to commit suciede, sorry write this here, i just try to speak what i feel rigth now.