How are you feeling?

ana0989

Active member
At the moment I feel kind of sad and a bit depressed. I wish things were different in my life, I wish I could have a better attitude towards life and not to break down so easily, but it's so difficult sometimes... dealing with social phobia, scruples, anxiety, with not being able to detach myself from a person, with a horrible feeling of emptiness inside and a feeling of abandonment and helplesness.

I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason, and I try to stick to my faith against all the odds, but you know, I'm weak and it's hard for me to cope with all these feelings... just wishing to unburden myself with you, thanks for reading
 
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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Hope it all goes better than expected :thumbup:

Everything went okay, despite it be obvious that I was really anxious. Thankfully ah didnae pass oot when ah wus huvin' ma blood taken. First time I've ever done and ah don't like needles.

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Ah just wish ah could overcome this fear of other people that's been with me from a young age. :sad:
 

PerseverareJasmine

Well-known member
What kind of alternate life?

I'm not sure how to explain it without feeling self-conscious of sounding silly, but pretty much I'd like to have some kind of way of erasing my attachments and memories for whatever amount of time I wanted so I could go into some kind of "forgotten and invisible" mode. Sort of like taking a vacation from life for as long as I want while having absolutely no memories of my issues and no one being aware of my absence.
 

Nanita

Well-known member
An infected sore throat as usual.
And also I'm about to get my period and the pain is starting now.

I wrote my half brother today, to wish him a happy birthday. Of course he hasn't responded. Why would he, we don't even know each other anymore.
I tried calling an old friend that got divorced recently, she hasn't called me back. Why would she, we barely have a friendship anymore.
And on and on it goes with this doom and despair in my ridiculous existence.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Relived, if no slightly bewildered by ma hospital appointment, yesterday. Tryin' tae reassure yersel in a situation you've never experience isnae half difficult. Still don't know how ah staye clam huvin ma blood pressure taken. Nevermind huvin ma blood taken. And...

Huv any of youse every been asked a question, almost philisophical in its phrasing, that ye didnae huv an instant answer for it?
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LoyalXenite

Well-known member
I am sick of being walked over and having my feelings disregarded. So mad that I just want to smash up everything in my path
 
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