How are you feeling?

Louco · Jul 26, 2016

I've stopped eating. I hate the sensation of having something on my stomach. I had like a slice or two of bread and water for the past days.

My family either don't give a shit about me or don't like me, and all I've done my whole life was try to support them with all that I have.

I want to go away.

Graeme1988 · Jul 26, 2016

Louco said:
I've stopped eating. I hate the sensation of having something on my stomach. I had like a slice or two of bread and water for the past days.

That's not good. D'ye not think you'd be better eating more than that? I mean, at least, breakfast, lunch and dinner. I've certain cutback on my eaying since tne beginning of the yearl

Sorry, if ah seem a bit worried for ya, I've been marathon watching episodes of Supersize vs Superskinny on YouTube.

Louco said:
My family either don't give a shit about me or don't like me, and all I've done my whole life was try to support them with all that I have.

For what it's worth, I feel this way about my own family. Though mine seem determined to hold me back and make sure I'm miserable.

So you're not the only one who feels yer family don't like or care about you.

Louco said:
I want to go away.

Me too, but where to go...? :sad: :idontknow:

grapevine · Jul 26, 2016

Ugly and tired.

Some music now that I used to listen to - like Tiny Dancer.. I cant listen to it anymore as it just makes me feel uncomfortable with myself seeing as I feel like my bf doesnt think much of how I look idk.. he said I was very pretty but I think he was ust saying that- his words change all the time and can be conflicting.

Jungle · Jul 26, 2016

grapevine said:
Ugly.

I really doubt that, grapevine.

You could always post your picture again if you want, you'd see that people would express the complete opposite of what you think.

Louco · Jul 26, 2016

Graeme1988 said:
That's not good. D'ye not think you'd be better eating more than that? I mean, at least, breakfast, lunch and dinner. I've certain cutback on my eaying since tne beginning of the yearl

Sorry, if ah seem a bit worried for ya, I've been marathon watching episodes of Supersize vs Superskinny on YouTube

Never heard of it, but I'm afraid to look it up now. ;p

Graeme1988 said:
For what it's worth, I feel this way about my own family. Though mine seem determined to hold me back and make sure I'm miserable.

So you're not the only one who feels yer family don't like or care about you.

Me too, but where to go...?

Things will get better mate!!! Stay positive!!! Don't be a loser!! Remember the 6 steps :thumbup::bigsmile::bigsmile::kickingmyself:

GraybeardGhost · Jul 26, 2016

Empty. I'm a hollow, dried-out husk of a human being with no value or purpose. I wish the wind would rise and carry me away.

MollyBeGood · Jul 26, 2016

GraybeardGhost said:
Empty. I'm a hollow, dried-out husk of a human being with no value or purpose. I wish the wind would rise and carry me away.

me too... why does it all have to seem so pointless?

theslowesthand · Jul 27, 2016

defiance said:
I thought I could. I really believed for a moment in time that I thought I could go on. But the pain is just too much now. I have an expiration date of 35 if things don't turn around by then

You've inspired me to set a dod of 45 (a year from now). The pain's been already way too much for way too long. Even started hoarding pills as well (inspired by bsammy who a few days ago took a fatal overdose (or so i believe)). Another long-term sufferer who felt the big squeeze of the death python.
Of course things can change within the next year, but will it be enough, that is the question. I'm primarily talking of spiritual evolution & emotional well-being.

Graeme1988 · Jul 27, 2016

Louco said:
Things will get better mate!!!

Will they, though...?

Louco said:
Stay positive!!!

Kinda hard to stay positive when ya live with a parent who's always saying negative, depressing and discourage things to you all the time. Unless yer a girl or woman, then it's different story... :sad:

Louco said:
Don't be a loser!!

But.. I am a loser.

Louco · Jul 27, 2016

It's a joke man... I'm the super villain of the forum who made the thread to the over confident advisers remember... I respect how you feel, especially since I feel the same. :/

Louco · Jul 27, 2016

I ask her to call the clinic to book my next appointment with the psychiatrist and she angrily question me if I will go.

I am so tired. I am so done.

theslowesthand · Jul 27, 2016

Graeme1988 said:
But.. I am a loser

But i'm the-smallest-loser!!!

(well i was, until i changed my name to theslowesthand, hehe)

I bet i can out-lose you! .. come on then, bring it on! .. i shall put my worst foot foward!

Jungle · Jul 27, 2016

Feeling really ashamed of myself, after doing something I refrained from doing for two weeks.

PugofCrydee · Jul 27, 2016

Feeling OK after a busy week at work. One day to go.

Then I'm off to spend some quality time with a quality person

Looking forward to it.

GraybeardGhost · Jul 28, 2016

Letting my imagination stress me out again. Sometimes these things happen in my head—incidents, altercations, with cops, judges, landlords—and they really flip me out. I know they're not really happening (though they could), but the tension and anxiety are just as real and just as hard to shake as if they were. I have to force myself to breathe easy and think about something else to make it stop. Maybe it's my deep-seated sense of powerlessness and my fear (which borders on paranoia, despite its legitimacy) that other people with power will inevitably abuse it. Other people have occasional encounters with authority; I get hassled almost every day, it seems—but only in my head. I fear the man with the badge, the robe, the keys, but it's not him doing this—it's me. I am one seriously messed up dude.

mg:

theslowesthand · Jul 28, 2016

Jungle said:
Feeling really ashamed of myself, after doing something I refrained from doing for two weeks

My meds (i believe) make me only wanna do that only once per month or so. I'm actually unsure if that's good/healthy or not. And perhaps i miss doing it?

Jungle · Jul 28, 2016

theslowesthand said:
My meds (i believe) make me only wanna do that only once per month or so. I'm actually unsure if that's good/healthy or not. And perhaps i miss doing it?

You knew exactly what I was talking about :applause:
Healthy every now and then yeah, it's a good stress reliever, that's for damn sure.

Graeme1988 · Jul 28, 2016

Ugh! :kickingmyself: Why is new tech so feckin' difficult to master...? :veryangry:
It's frustrating when yer learning something for the first time on yer own.

Kiwong · Jul 28, 2016

I'm fearful all the time, my life is lurching again to an absolute nightmare. But I don't hate being alive, tomorrow morning I might see a great sunrise. So there are some reasons to go on, although each year they seem harder to find

Hoth · Jul 28, 2016

At the moment I feel like a Poghril wondering why life is like hanging upside down with your head in a bucket of hyena offal. For no good reason.

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