theslowesthand
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'When you can't decide what's on your mind' :question:
How are you feeling?
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theslowesthand
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Going abroad absolutely KILLS me, each and every time. I suffer the consequences for the entire rest of the day. :sad: :thumbdown: :kickingmyself:
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Kiwong
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Pear smoothie with chamomile. Chamomile is supposed to help with anxiety. I think it is helping.
When my anxiety was at it worse I couldn't sleep much at all. Last night I slept for 15 hours, I began to think about stories I can write. My anxiety became so bad no creative thoughts were getting through at all.
When my anxiety was at it worse I couldn't sleep much at all. Last night I slept for 15 hours, I began to think about stories I can write. My anxiety became so bad no creative thoughts were getting through at all.
theslowesthand
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"Running" scared yet also "relaxed" (thankyou jazz & chocolate & booze 
). Curse you hyper-active neighbours & your endless noisy noises.
But also a bit bored & restless, but could be worse eh. As usual, have no people available to stimulate me, so i have to try to entertain myself, to while away the endless hours & days.
). Curse you hyper-active neighbours & your endless noisy noises.But also a bit bored & restless, but could be worse eh. As usual, have no people available to stimulate me, so i have to try to entertain myself, to while away the endless hours & days.
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theslowesthand
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Having difficulty today with my mood - doesn't want to be fixed. Today my mood just "hasn't felt right". Is it due to isolation/loneliness, i do wonder. Or the aftereffects of going abroad yesterday?. I feel anxious/nervy in a had-too-much-novelty way. Right now i'm playing my Little River Band playlist, and i'm feeling a little bit better. Before that, maybe the music was too aggro or sth. Music can certainly help, providing it's the right music. Still, all the same, i've decided to have another glass of spirits - to help things along.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I feel I'm just a burden to those around me. I'm no use to anyone, really.
My family would be better off without me, in all honesty.
My mother deserves a better son than me. :sad:
My family would be better off without me, in all honesty.
My mother deserves a better son than me. :sad:
Hot_Tamale
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Do you have anyone you can talk to about it? Like a support system?
theslowesthand
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Damn .. can't sort life out.
Meet the Man Who Has Lived Alone on This Island for 28 Years
Maybe only NATURE can sort it out??? :question::question::question:
I'm DUMB at life; ABSOLUTE CRAP at life. :kickingmyself:
Meet the Man Who Has Lived Alone on This Island for 28 Years
Maybe only NATURE can sort it out??? :question::question::question:
I'm DUMB at life; ABSOLUTE CRAP at life. :kickingmyself:
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theslowesthand
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The excrutiating despair i often feel, that cannot be put into words - and the complete & utter hopelessness that is it's bed buddy. Almost makes me want to put a gun to my head.
grapevine
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Im sorry things can feel so bad.
I feel like a balloon that constantly gets popped. This common thing where if you do something for someone in a relationship that they may recognise and return the favour - and it never happens. When you go out of your way again and again and they dont even move a finger to you. It means I have no self respect and it hurts.
I feel like a balloon that constantly gets popped. This common thing where if you do something for someone in a relationship that they may recognise and return the favour - and it never happens. When you go out of your way again and again and they dont even move a finger to you. It means I have no self respect and it hurts.
defiance
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Word for word I couldn't have said it better. The cycle won't end....IT JUST WON'T END.:kickingmyself::crying:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Pretty much sums how I've felt for the past few week. :sad:
Tired o' certain family members thinking they can just burden me with their issues n' constant griping - and I'm just supposed to listen. Yet, I'm telt tae shut-up if I even express a negative thought. :idontknow:
theslowesthand
Banned
Speaking philosophically, everything in life is in cycles, and all cycles repeat themselves, apparently. :thinking:
theslowesthand
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Urge for woman company, but i doubt i've got what it takes to entertain one in the flesh. But that doesn't stop the desires for stimulation & such. :kickingmyself:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Don't know how much more of this I can truly take. :kickingmyself:
F*ckin' hate my older sister so ah do! She's a right bitch. An ungrateful, inconsiderate c*nt. She never listens. And, ironically, it wus me who wus being accused of huvin the violent temper.mg: Which would've been true in my teens, but now... Naw! I tend to be cool n' calm these days. Christ! At least I don't lose tha f*ckin' plot cuz someone say or done something that I didn't like!
Oh, and our Mum's now not feeling well due to all the stress that the middle child and her 2 daughters have been causing. And she - the feckin' middle one - got into an argument with the eldest sibling over this temporary house she'd been offer. Starting think I should just move out, to be honest? Mind you, I don't see that ending well for my poor, old mother. :sad:
She does everything for me n' my older sisters. Even when we don't even ask her to. Yet, me and the eldest are only ones who show her any appreciation. :crying:
F*ckin' hate my older sister so ah do! She's a right bitch. An ungrateful, inconsiderate c*nt. She never listens. And, ironically, it wus me who wus being accused of huvin the violent temper.
mg: Which would've been true in my teens, but now... Naw! I tend to be cool n' calm these days. Christ! At least I don't lose tha f*ckin' plot cuz someone say or done something that I didn't like!Oh, and our Mum's now not feeling well due to all the stress that the middle child and her 2 daughters have been causing. And she - the feckin' middle one - got into an argument with the eldest sibling over this temporary house she'd been offer. Starting think I should just move out, to be honest? Mind you, I don't see that ending well for my poor, old mother. :sad:
She does everything for me n' my older sisters. Even when we don't even ask her to. Yet, me and the eldest are only ones who show her any appreciation. :crying:
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defiance
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Yeah agreed. So maybe we are just stuck in this cycle of destruction and that might imply that we are only fooling ourselves thinking that it will change. I like to think one day we can exchange this destructive cycle for a happier one. Time will tell I suppose.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
It's been a long while