No worries. Btw i forgot to mention that there are music (which is my fav genre) that COMBINES blues & aggressive - what springs tom mind is Cream, Peter Frampton (which am listening to now), Hendrix ... in fact there's a LOT out there of hard-rock-blues type music .. esp the 70s .. really great stuff. Fleetwood Mac is very bluesy, but not that aggressive.
But you know, whatever "floats your boat"...
Bored. Depressed. Worthless. And suicidal, which is starting worry me. Oh, and frustrated because I'm still on the waiting list to get a counselor, so my therapy session haven't started yet. And I'm tired of having to keep up this front of supposedly feeling like this = But in reality I feel like this = But those around me (family) don't want to deal with me when I'm feeling depressed because that makes them depressed as well.
Grow some balls, and speak your mind
You think you're cool like a porcupine Biffy Clyro - Stingin' Belle
Did you think before you spoke aloud?
Your f***ing tongue it will do you proud Biffy Clyro - Little Hospitals
You're not as messed up as you think you are
Your self-absorption makes you messier
Just settle down and you will feel a whole lot better
Deep down you're just like everybody else Frank Turner - Reasons Not to Be an Idiot
Bored. Depressed. Worthless. And suicidal, which is starting worry me. Oh, and frustrated because I'm still on the waiting list to get a counselor, so my therapy session haven't started yet. And I'm tired of having to keep up this front of supposedly feeling like this = But in reality I feel like this = But those around me (family) don't want to deal with me when I'm feeling depressed because that makes them depressed as well.
Yerr story of my life brahh, the waiting times are terrible, it took them 6 months for them to arrange my first therapy session.
More alone then ever, I'm tired of crying myself to sleep...wondering if I'll ever snap out of this because I can't keep up appearances anymore for others.
Re: How are you feeling?
But in reality I feel like this = 
But those around me (family) don't want to deal with me when I'm feeling depressed because that makes them depressed as well.
