Originally Posted by Phoenixx

^ Yeah, don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to say those are overall negative things. And I'm definitely not trying to say people who have those qualities aren't good looking, because I really do see beauty in everyone no matter how they look. But honestly I look at myself and I'm just not happy with what I see, at all.

Originally Posted by Invisibleman

I feel...good I actually hung out with a friend today for the first time in quite a while. We hung out and had a heart to heart talk for hours on end. I feel such a satisfied feeling that I haven't felt in a long time.

Originally Posted by MikeyC

I went to the dementia ward where my grandmother is placed for the first time today. I was so, so, so anxious while being there that all I could really think about was my racing heart. I'm aware that everyone there is practically harmless and just going about their mindless business but I was so freaked out.

One woman came up to us (me, my brother, and my parents), pointed and smiled, and she pinched my arm. Another tried to get past us and repeatedly yelled, "nahnahnahnahnah...." until she could get through. Another guy just walked into my grandmother's room with us (luckily the nurse was there to shoo him away). Another was making horrible noises and shaking big time in the common room.

You just look at all these people and wonder what has gone wrong in their mind. Most of my brain power was used to try not to give in to anxiety and walk out the door, though. Now I have realised that if I ever want to visit my grandmother, I have to deal with all that. I'd better get used to it.

Originally Posted by MikeyC

From what you've described of yourself, you sound quite attractive.

Originally Posted by Alleigha♥

Horrible.Stomach Pains Again. Sucks having IBS, Being in constant pain all the time. Leaves you depressed and suicidal.

Originally Posted by Srijita52

I understand your anxiety, I'm sorry.

Originally Posted by MikeyC

Thank you. I hope I can get through it soon so I can see her without too much issue. I asked my brother if he felt weird in there and he said no. I wish I had his resilience.

Originally Posted by Srijita52

I'd feel weird as well, I hope you can get through it soon too.

Originally Posted by MikeyC

Thank you, kind lady. How are you?

Originally Posted by Vamp

Feeling sick, exhausted..and many other things. Just wanna get school over with so I can sleep more.

Originally Posted by Srijita52

You're welcome.
I'm okay, just exhausted. Its amazing how doing anything social can drain all my energy.

*hugs* I hope you feel better soon and get some rest.