Flowers-Of-Bloom

Thanks everyone for being so nice. If only there were more people like that in the world...
I think I'm feeling better now anyway.

Girls that glitter love the dark.

"They make it looks so easy, connecting with another human being. It's like no one told them it's the hardest thing in the world." - DEXTER

learn to bloom by =agnes-cecile

MikeyC

That's great.

lilmutegirl

Good. I got my test from Monday back after agonizing over it. With extra credit, I got a 94 (without, I still had a 91).

DeadmanWalking

Congrats!

It's not a question of can or can't. There are some things in life you just do. - "Lightning" Farron

In solitude, where we are least alone. - Lord Byron

Those who search for themselves are "no one" as long as the search continues. It isn't emptiness, but limitless potential. It means the seeker can choose to be anything he or she wishes. - Margaret

Phoenixx

^ Awesome!

"Don't be pushed by your problems, be lead by your dreams." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." ~ Carl Bard

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MikeyC

Wonderful news!

Phoenixx

Slightly disappointed. Not sure what happened with that Tumblr contest I supposedly won. The message didn't sound fake at all, yet I haven't gotten anything back from it and it's been 4 days. I replied back and forgot to save the Tumblr name, so I have no idea who it is, which one it was, and I can't track it down. I tried going back through other stuff I've entered and I can't find anything, since I believe they delete the posts once the deadlines are over.

With my luck this week, my message probably never went through even though it said it did. Either that or it really was fake. *sigh*
*crawls back into hole*

"Don't be pushed by your problems, be lead by your dreams." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." ~ Carl Bard

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superfluouslyme

Sweet! Congrats.

I feel like blerg blerg blergblergblerg blerg blerg.



It's been a Liz Lemon-y day. I saw my therapist for the first time in a month. There had been some trouble with my doctor telling me to listen more to my therapist and less to my family because they aren't professionals and blah blah blah. The therapist and I were able to work through it. At least I think we did. We talked well past my appointment time. We were in the middle of a discussion when her phone beeped. We both looked at the clock and we were half an hour into someone else's time. Oops! I'm feeling better about where she and I stand and I feel like I was actually able to get my point across. But I also found that my brain is working in a circle that I cannot escape unless I stop doing some of the things I do all the time (tear myself down, say I'll do something and then bail out, refuse to allow the chance for something good to happen because something bad might happen, etc.) So I've got lots to think about and work on for my next appointment.

Then I went to turn in a job app at Barnes and Noble. I'm really hoping to at least get a freaking interview with these people. I spend all my time there anyway. I might as well get paid for it. Then the self checkout at Walmart tried to charge me $50 for a small bag of cat food, some fish food, and some tuna. I told the lady running the self checkout and she didn't appear to understand. She asked how many items I had and that, if it matched what was on screen, then the prices were right. I tried to show her that four plus three plus one plus one does not equal fifty. Vacant expression. So I cancelled the transaction myself and she took my stuff and checked me out. Good fun. Then I met a hot new guy at the pharmacy at Walgreens. I almost asked him if he had a girlfriend as I was walking away, but I just didn't have the guts. Plus I may have to see him again. I don't want to make a bad first impression. I went for a two mile walk when I got home. (I'm up to 71 miles!) I thought I might die before I got home. It was about 90something degrees. I imagined all of those people who run marathons and are so dehydrated and exhausted by the end that they're crawling on their hands and knees and they've crapped their pants. But I made it.

I had a really weird lapse in memory yesterday that is bothering me. I hadn't slept at all the night before, so that may have been the problem. I took a nap at 4pm after being up for 30 hours previous. When my dad got off of work, he came downstairs to my room, woke me up, and asked how my sister and I had gotten his new Father's Day recliners into the house earlier that morning. I told him that I didn't know. And it wasn't that I didn't remember putting them together. It was like he was speaking German or Dutch or Pig Latin. I couldn't understand him. Whatever he was saying to me then (I fully remember it now) could not register in my mind. I hope it's just the lack of sleep and not something else. The only reason I think it could be something else is last week my doctor took me off of my Gabapentin cold turkey. She said I shouldn't have any withdrawal symptoms from it. But I've been having headaches. My mother the RN thinks it's a little strange that she would just take me off of it completely. I don't know. As long as it stays an isolated incident, I'm not going to worry about it too much.

DeadmanWalking

No no, Phoenixx, you're getting back out of that hole.

And what were you supposed to win in this Tumblr contest? How did you hear about it and enter it?

It's not a question of can or can't. There are some things in life you just do. - "Lightning" Farron

In solitude, where we are least alone. - Lord Byron

Those who search for themselves are "no one" as long as the search continues. It isn't emptiness, but limitless potential. It means the seeker can choose to be anything he or she wishes. - Margaret

Phoenixx

^ Well with this contest (And I couldn't even remember which one it was! I messaged back asking, but yeah. No reply), you basically just had to "like" it to enter. Then the person randomly chose a winner from the people who entered. Once chosen, they send you a message. With Tumblr, and this is one of the things I hate most, when you reply back to a message in your Ask box, it sends back the message and your reply. So you're left with nothing, no original message, not even the tumblr url/name. So when you reply to a message, from someone you're not following, either follow that person or bookmark their url or something just to keep track. I was stupid and forgot to do that.

"Don't be pushed by your problems, be lead by your dreams." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." ~ Carl Bard

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