Starry

Hopeless, miserable and depressed. I woke up feeling this way and it just won't shake off. :cry: I've been bursting out crying at intervals throughout the day. :cry: I don't want to eat, though I've managed to force a few bites of a sandwich, and a couple of mints. I wish I wasn't feeling so bad. :cry:

"You've never truly known the kind of place that I come from." - Arena - 'State of Grace'

"When agony comes more from hope than failure,
Look further than your preconceptions, expectations,
Where the power of the mind can take you out beyond this reach,
Higher than the dull and simple world you know so well,
Back to paradise..." Arena - 'Solomon'

Starry

Much better than yesterday - I've been talking to my online friend. (From a different forum) She's helped to cheer me up a lot. I still don't want to eat though. :? :roll:

"You've never truly known the kind of place that I come from." - Arena - 'State of Grace'

"When agony comes more from hope than failure,
Look further than your preconceptions, expectations,
Where the power of the mind can take you out beyond this reach,
Higher than the dull and simple world you know so well,
Back to paradise..." Arena - 'Solomon'

Thelema

Starry you find it hard to eat when your upset?

Fear not at all; fear neither men, nor Fates, nor gods, nor anything.

Starry

^^ Not usually. Normally I eat more lol. :roll: But this week's been rather full of anxiety for me and it's caused some gastrointestinal pain. That with feeling depressed has left me unable to eat. :? I'm just not feeling hungry at all. :? Oh well, I could stand to lose some weight.

"You've never truly known the kind of place that I come from." - Arena - 'State of Grace'

"When agony comes more from hope than failure,
Look further than your preconceptions, expectations,
Where the power of the mind can take you out beyond this reach,
Higher than the dull and simple world you know so well,
Back to paradise..." Arena - 'Solomon'

Thelema

I'm sorry to hear that. When I'm upset I just cant eat. I try and force myself to eat but it just isn't going to happen. The only thing I've found is eating oranges and grapes or soup helps.

Fear not at all; fear neither men, nor Fates, nor gods, nor anything.

Starry

I'm sorry about that. :( I managed to eat some soup for dinner tonight though. Grapes I might try, I usually adore grapes.

"You've never truly known the kind of place that I come from." - Arena - 'State of Grace'

"When agony comes more from hope than failure,
Look further than your preconceptions, expectations,
Where the power of the mind can take you out beyond this reach,
Higher than the dull and simple world you know so well,
Back to paradise..." Arena - 'Solomon'

Yvonne

I'm feeling confused and lonely. Feeling really messed up in my head right now..... :roll:
It's a sunny day.. I think I'll just go sit in the sun for a little while.

Starry

I'm feeling more normal than I have the past couple of days. I still don't want to eat though, but I did have one small meal today and a piece of chocolate.

Though I'm worried that my online friend doesn't really want to talk to me anymore. She's been somewhat distant lately. Perhaps it's because she doesn't need me anymore now she's getting better and has real life friends. (She has social phobia too, but she's in therapy) *Sigh* Why do people always end up getting bored with me? :( You'd think after being friends for two years she might actually care. :(

"You've never truly known the kind of place that I come from." - Arena - 'State of Grace'

"When agony comes more from hope than failure,
Look further than your preconceptions, expectations,
Where the power of the mind can take you out beyond this reach,
Higher than the dull and simple world you know so well,
Back to paradise..." Arena - 'Solomon'

scatmantom

Well Im currenty sufferning from bad anxiety. Ive got pins and needles in my legs and in my cheeks. Ive got a strange feeling in my chest, feels like pressure pushing outwards in my lungs and ive got a very dry mouth. Im having very negative thoughts as well, even tho im trying to distract my myself as best I can. Problem is Ive got an exam on thursday and ive got to do a university demonstration on monday. I need to be able to concentrate.

I HATE ANXIETY I wish there was a quick fix to get over it. University is hard enough without having anxiety pressure ontop of my studies :x

Thelema

I ate a big thing of grapes for dinner last night :wink: I think my mom thinks I'm crazy I can also eat chocolate (too much hehehe)

Fear not at all; fear neither men, nor Fates, nor gods, nor anything.