How are you feeling?

MaliceInWickedland

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I can definetly relate... I don't think those are real friends. Maybe you should tell them that, and see what they say. You are just a nice person, and I'd hate to see that change just because your friends are betraying you.
If it counts for anything, I'd never turn my back on you... Or treat you like a doormat.

Yeah, but they're all I have left. There's only like two people who haven't changed and are still the nice caring friends they are but that's 2 out of 7 people I consider to be true friends, or what I thought I could call true friends. I don't know how to tell them without sounding like a drama queen though. They'd probably just laugh or be like WTF are you talking about?

I appreciate that, and I know you wouldn't. Thank you :)
 

planemo

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Annoyed and lonely. My life consists of getting up late, doing nothing all day, then going to bed late. I should really do something about that, but my drive is zilch. I'm not satisfied with the medicine that I'm on. It makes me tired and I've gained a bit of weight. And I need a job. And I could bitch for a while longer, but, in the end, it's all my own fault, so... I'm going to watch Spongebob.

Looks like we live similar lives. Only I'm not a real Spongebob fan.::p:

Let's hope things improve for us both.
 

anuskas

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Eu sou mesmo uma pessoa sem sorte nenhuma. Quando eu penso que se abriu uma porta é sempre uma armadilha. Quando dou por mim já caí, afinal a porta abriu-se, não é? Que era esperado que eu fizesse? Logo eu que já passei por tantas coisas más na vida sem merecer. Será que já não é suficiente? Que injustiça! Não compreendo porque é que acontecem coisas más às pessoas boas. Não compreendo e não aceito. Deus não existe!?
 
I went for a walk. It is still sweltering out, but it felt nice just to get outside. I've been told to stay out of the sun for a couple of days and I was beginning to feel like a vampire.

Tumblr is giving me issues and making me mad.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Angry, depressed, cynical, pessimistic - my usual self. ::(: Tired of having to pretend everything's fine when it isn't. Tired of feeling ignored by my mum whenever I try and talk about my depression and other problems, but I'm use to it, I guess.
 
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Danfalc

Banned
Okay, life has been so crazy recently, life has thrown so many hurdles at me, some I have stupidly walked into and only have myself to blame. But I keep picking myself up regardless and dusting myself off.

My detox was hell, they messed my medication half way through, which set me back about two weeks of pain and withdrawals. But I have learnt I am a stubborn ass when I set my mind to something.

Now this detox has finished, I thought I would feel better, but I don't really, it's nice not to be a slave to a medication/substitute, but there is now a gaping hole In my life... it's like now what? I'm trying to see this as an opportunity though, to fill that gap with more positive things, or apply my stubborn nature to beating my problems.
 

vexatiousmind

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Okay, life has been so crazy recently, life has thrown so many hurdles at me, some I have stupidly walked into and only have myself to blame. But I keep picking myself up regardless and dusting myself off.

My detox was hell, they messed my medication half way through, which set me back about two weeks of pain and withdrawals. But I have learnt I am a stubborn ass when I set my mind to something.

Now this detox has finished, I thought I would feel better, but I don't really, it's nice not to be a slave to a medication/substitute, but there is now a gaping hole In my life... it's like now what? I'm trying to see this as an opportunity though, to fill that gap with more positive things, or apply my stubborn nature to beating my problems.

Good luck Danfalc, You are a brave man for going through all that pain. I know detox can suck.

Try not to focus so much on "filling the hole", just work on you.:)
Activities and hobbies help, but you will always have an empty spot until you really work on yourself(spiritual stuff and whatnot).
 

planemo

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Angry, depressed, cynical, pessimistic - my usual self. ::(: Tired of having to pretend everything's fine when it isn't. Tired of feeling ignored by my mum whenever I try and talk about my depression and other problems, but I'm use to it, I guess.

sorry about that, that sounds very similar to my current situation. ::(:
 

Feathers

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Eu sou mesmo uma pessoa sem sorte nenhuma. Quando eu penso que se abriu uma porta é sempre uma armadilha. Quando dou por mim já caí, afinal a porta abriu-se, não é? Que era esperado que eu fizesse? Logo eu que já passei por tantas coisas más na vida sem merecer. Será que já não é suficiente? Que injustiça! Não compreendo porque é que acontecem coisas más às pessoas boas. Não compreendo e não aceito. Deus não existe!?

I don't understand much Portuguese, but it sounds beautiful... like a beautiful sad Portuguese/Brazillian song...

Aww, translated it (Google translate) ((hugs))
I hope you get more luck soon!!
Sometimes what seems bad may open another door, or a window? (Indiana Jones had many booby traps!!)
Bad things may sometimes bring good for something else... And can make you stronger... We learn from good and bad experiences...

God doesn't have much to do with human stupidity, I gather...
For example, why are there wars? But God doesn't start wars, humans do...
 

vexatiousmind

Well-known member
fcccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was .74 points away from getting an A in my class.

Now my gpa will drop.



SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHTTTTTTTTTTTT

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SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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DimBulb

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Somebody played a cruel trick on me today. ::(:

I just returned to office after hectic meetings and found a piece of cake (in a box) on my table. Besides it there was a stick note which said "We have made it especially for you. Please eat. By Anonymous girl".

I did not take the bait and tossed it to my colleague. I am trying to forget this incident but it always pops up in my mind as to who would do this. Why would they want to do this?. All i do is perform my job to the best of my abilities and help others if they face problems. I guess they wanted to see my predicament/tension. They wanted to have a nice time by putting me through misery. I never do anything that would ever hurt anyone mentally or physically.

I just want to be left alone.
 
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