This is funny. I never quoted myself before.
I thought I would just put this situation out there in case anyone needs to relate.
I made the calls I needed to. I sounded calm and seemed perfectly cordial but inside I was highly nervous and filled with negative feelings about myself. Afterward I feel stressed and struggling not to self critique myself. Also, now I can worry about them coming by this afternoon and meeting me. Logically I know everything will be fine but emotionally I am extremely scarred.
Well, at least I can distract myself by giving baths to all the pups. It will be fun! Though, not so much for them.
Yeah I think most people here can relate to that. It's that fear of doing something which doesn't come naturally. People always say " it's all in your head, ther'es nothing to worry about" but I guess folks like us just never seem to realise this until after the whole scary episode is over. Best of luck when the people come around. I'm sure everything will go well.