I can't shake these feelings. I'm in therapy, in a support group, trying to be positive, trying to find hobbies and positive outlets, but nothing works.
I still feel unlovable, like I'm not worthy of having close relationships with real emotional bonds.
It's the only thing that I've ever wanted and I've never had it. I feel empty inside all the time.
I don't mean only romantic relationships, but close friendships, people I could count on no matter what, people I could open up and be myself completely with.
I worry that maybe it is true after all.