I receive money from the government.
People may give you crap about it, but it's no joke.
If I could function in society I would.
I hope you never end up like me though. Because while I may get money to support myself, I still am forced to live at home with agoraphobia and no car. I can barely walk outside my house out of fear the neighbors are watching and judging me.
I wouldn't worry about fitting in. That's the least of what you should worry about.
You are very unique and attractive.
Unfortunately I wish to say I could give you advice from the other side, having beaten SA and having come out from the other side, but you'll just have to live with the perspective only I can give you.
If you want to talk, I'm always here. Message me anytime.