i don't think the problems dissapear..however is true most SA'ers got some talent since you guys can't communicate you do it through other stuff (Morrisey, Bowie, Van Gogh) some of 'em did married though. Some people don't know what they've got. the youth.
i feel old, i feel like my life already ended when i stoped being naive.
however im alive, so pft.
Yes, i'm a painter, and im trying to get on with my stuff. however i can hardly find a motivation anymore, i reckon im depressed.
if only i could sing my rock bands again, or simply hope. So anwyays, hope you get to manage. most Sa'er are artists in my opinion, and the normal world while is comfortable, it's boring IMO. i won't get a job office ever in my life, not cause i can't deal with it, or i feel less or wathever (im no Sa'er). simply cause it's boring.
self-esteem or image is just q uestion of self-image (i don't want to come off was what caused it bla bla bla, you all know it anyways IMO) just to stop seeing so much flaws on you helps, without changing your ID (Which is the most valuable thing you'll ever get) more peeps with mental ill, got so much introspection that they really start puting flaws. is true, we're not perfect, we're not who we'd liked to be or we're not born were we'd like to, and there's no time-machines. however normal people simply don't think about it (in a sense we're on automatic pilot), i'm sad cause i got so much nostalgia, not cause im flawed. when i stoped being naive, everything changed, and now that i've grown up i can't find a motivation, not without my true love that has vanished in the past. along with my old self..i'd like to think that the myself of the past and her are living together in australia, they were cool.
anyways, so since it's ME who it's here NOW. im kinda demotivated.
simply by stop seeing flaws you can do a lot. of course i think the important thing here is to find your 'niche' i.e. artists, musicians, etc.
drug-addicts (not recommended), office boys, party boys, cheer leaders, writers, or simply stop worrying about it and get a job and live a normal life (struggling with jobs like everyone) and eventually you'll find someone
and will get a home, and a cat and go to Chichen ITza.
you see is just a self-image, you can be self-consiouss or introspective and still get hold of what's going on. i've gtg now.
(of course Van Gogh killed himself, but hey, he painted and his paint was his wife) IMO should be easier to make a living in a country that is not Guatemala.
P.S. i do hope you realize the pointlessness of SA. being around other people makes it easier if you're not depressed.
