I_Walk_Alone

good luck with that

SammyT

Fortune teller/palm reader/ horoscope: "Yes.. something bad happened to you recently"

Anyone in the world: "Omg you are so right"

SilentType

Wow release... When I read this thread I thought to myself, "he's describing me." I feel exactly the same way as you describe. When you say your parents are the only reason that you haven't planned your way out, I really feel you there man. The thought of the horror they'd feel if I were to kill myself is really the only thing stopping me from going through with it...

Hang in there man. I never found ne relief with anti-depressants, but hopefully you have better luck with them. Keep in touch...


Peace

There ain't no reason things are this way
It’s how they always been and they intend to stay
I can't explain why we live this way, we do it everyday...

notacatlady

I coudn't put my finger on it before but I think this is exatly how I've been feeling for a while now. Only it's not so much I don't want a future, but it's that I don't think I deserve one, like I'm just not worthy of it, because I'm so messed up all the time...if that makes any sense...???

darknight

def ....prnts don't see it....well maybe....but not fun feeling like your the only one on campus....

darknight

Kinetik

So long as I have some nice stuff, ie. a decent apartment and car, and the essentials that come with those things, I'm all set in terms of materialism. Aside from that I'd like to someday date normally, have some close friends, keep a stable income, and maintain good ties with my family. That's really all I ask out of life, and I really do feel that I'd be content with that til the day I die. I don't care for the mortgage, wife, or kids. There's no way I could live up to the inevitable expectations and responsibilities, nor am I prepared to sacrifice my own time and space in order to provide for others.

recluse

I'm glad you started taking your meds release, you have nothing to loose.

I feel the same way too. I feel that life is pointless. I often ponder at why we are even born into a world we don't enjoy living in.