i don't know what's wrong with me

i think i'm weird but i don't know what's the diagnosis for my case i've always felt different and isolated from everyone but i just forced myself to be social by trying to go with the flow and i act the role of the happy bubbly girl even when i'm dying inside that's how i was living my life and i thought i can control myself by not showing my weakness.

but lately i'm becoming weirder and my body start to show symptoms when i'm around people i started to sweat a lot,can't laugh normally,lost my sense of humor,my voice change,can't remember words for things,uncontrolled muscle twitch around my mouth.. and i was pretty smart smarter than most people but now i feel my mental ability is decreasing i don't notice things around me anymore and i forget a lot.
I am a naturally thin woman but lately i've lost even more weight i'm eating normally but still losing weight that made everyone comment about my weight and wonder if i have depression and most likely i have depression with some other things, and i have hair loss
when i'm with my friends i feel suffocated, avoid eye contact and keep quiet all the time. can't relax or open up even with friends and family
i don't want anyone to know about my problems or look at me pathetically and i'm trying to be as normal as possible but it's hard to do that with all this going on.

You do know, it's social anxiety. Other than struggling against it, have you ever tried to go to the core of the issue to try and figure out what caused it exactly? Traumatic events? Bad break-up?

Maybe you should get a check-up at the doctor, just to rule out any physical illnesses.

Sacrament said:

You do know, it's social anxiety. Other than struggling against it, have you ever tried to go to the core of the issue to try and figure out what caused exactly? Traumatic events? Bad break-up?

Maybe you should get a check-up at the doctor, just to rule out any physical illnesses.

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Excellent advice. It does sound like social anxiety, but a general check-up would be highly advisable.

Weight loss, anxiety, hair loss, and possibly the twitching muscles are also potential symptoms of hyperthyroidism.

Yep, those things you described can all be associated with having anxiety.
You've already taken the first step in asking for advice.
Now you should take the next, see your doctor for advice. Good luck.

I agree that you should see a dr

I had hyperthyroidism and I thought I was losing my mind
Its easily diagnosed with a blood test
Dont concentrate on the problem
Live in the solution
You didnt ask for this to happen
You didnt do anything wrong
Dont be ashamed
Get a physical
Tell dr whats going on