I'm in my early 20s with no job, no friends, no social life whatsoever, and no solid plans for my future. I went to university for 3 years studying something I didn't really like and then I quit my program due to depression. Now I'm going back to college to study something else and I have to start from scratch... none of my previous credits can be transferred. I feel like shit.
I look at all my peers from high school and their lives seem so much better. They had a great college experience, made tons of new friends, partied a lot, got into relationships, started working, living on their own, and all that other stuff. I never experienced any of that (and probably never will). Everyone changed and grew up but my life has been at a standstill. I spent the past 3 years memorizing textbooks and dwelling on how shitty my life is. Most of my peers from high school will be graduating university next year and I'll be starting all over again.
I don't know how the hell this happened. I did so well in high school... my teachers and family used to tell me I had a bright future and now I have nothing. I'm trying to change things now but it seems pointless when I'm so far behind everyone. And it seems impossible because of my social anxiety... this disorder has destroyed my life.
I look at all my peers from high school and their lives seem so much better. They had a great college experience, made tons of new friends, partied a lot, got into relationships, started working, living on their own, and all that other stuff. I never experienced any of that (and probably never will). Everyone changed and grew up but my life has been at a standstill. I spent the past 3 years memorizing textbooks and dwelling on how shitty my life is. Most of my peers from high school will be graduating university next year and I'll be starting all over again.
I don't know how the hell this happened. I did so well in high school... my teachers and family used to tell me I had a bright future and now I have nothing. I'm trying to change things now but it seems pointless when I'm so far behind everyone. And it seems impossible because of my social anxiety... this disorder has destroyed my life.