HI I think your main mistake is to joining my space. They are actually sites like myspace and facebook for people with anxiety. Click on my profile or give me a private message and I will point you to them. Dont worry you have actually made a good choice by comming to this site. Youll be supprised at how fast you make friends here. Just remember everyone at these site have anxiety so they will not alwayse reply because they are shy or have other reasons why. Its nothing against you.