PrincessKitty
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I need help!!
I just realised that my dad is not my real dad at all.
I looked at a photo of me and my sister and we don't look alike.
My dad told me this three times "you are not my child you f****** chink" I was to young to understand, also at that time everyone at school and home was calling me chink. So I thought that was the norm really.
Anyway I was confused because my whole dads side called me a chink and other racist comments. I even got abused for that reason. My dad was the worst out all of them, he treated my sister better than me.
After years later, well now lol. I looked at an old photo of me and my sister together. We do not look alike! I look Asian and she doesn't =.
This might sound really odd and strange...Then everything clicked in my head.
I asked my mum and she hung up on me. She rang me back and said "sorry no idea what happened there"
She just changed the conversation all together. I kept asking her and eventually she replied "he is your real dad"
Because she's a christian she's very proud and kept on telling me "I'm not a ***** or a cheater. Imagine what people would think! If they found out"
Yeah I don't get it either.
I wouldn't mind that my "real dad" isn't my biological father. I wouldn't mind at all. I did tell my mum that too.
I'm just, well I don't know how I feel at the moment to be honest.:question:
I just realised that my dad is not my real dad at all.
I looked at a photo of me and my sister and we don't look alike.
My dad told me this three times "you are not my child you f****** chink" I was to young to understand, also at that time everyone at school and home was calling me chink. So I thought that was the norm really.
Anyway I was confused because my whole dads side called me a chink and other racist comments. I even got abused for that reason. My dad was the worst out all of them, he treated my sister better than me.
After years later, well now lol. I looked at an old photo of me and my sister together. We do not look alike! I look Asian and she doesn't =.
This might sound really odd and strange...Then everything clicked in my head.
I asked my mum and she hung up on me. She rang me back and said "sorry no idea what happened there"
She just changed the conversation all together. I kept asking her and eventually she replied "he is your real dad"
Because she's a christian she's very proud and kept on telling me "I'm not a ***** or a cheater. Imagine what people would think! If they found out"
Yeah I don't get it either.
I wouldn't mind that my "real dad" isn't my biological father. I wouldn't mind at all. I did tell my mum that too.
I'm just, well I don't know how I feel at the moment to be honest.:question: