I am a 25 (26 this year) virgin female.
I have never been in a relationship and always push men away when they show me any interest. I have kissed men, but that's as far as I ever take it.
I have been told by people (even family) that I am guarded.
I have recently started dating a guy. I like him, but my instinct once again is to push him away. I feel scared of him getting close to me.
I'm also worried about having sex with him if we do become a proper couple. I don't know if I should tell him I'm a virgin and I'm afraid that it will hurt or he won't be able to enter me.
I want to keep seeing him, but I don't want to continue to feel afraid. I was so lonely before I met him, and felt like I wanted to be with someone.
Now I'm having doubts.
I feel like I don't know what I want. I don't know if I can trust my own feelings. I also have no idea why I feel this way.
Does anyone have any advice?
I have never been in a relationship and always push men away when they show me any interest. I have kissed men, but that's as far as I ever take it.
I have been told by people (even family) that I am guarded.
I have recently started dating a guy. I like him, but my instinct once again is to push him away. I feel scared of him getting close to me.
I'm also worried about having sex with him if we do become a proper couple. I don't know if I should tell him I'm a virgin and I'm afraid that it will hurt or he won't be able to enter me.
I want to keep seeing him, but I don't want to continue to feel afraid. I was so lonely before I met him, and felt like I wanted to be with someone.
Now I'm having doubts.
I feel like I don't know what I want. I don't know if I can trust my own feelings. I also have no idea why I feel this way.
Does anyone have any advice?