Jealous

Is anyone else here jealous of people who are really outgoing? Sometimes I admire them, but I'm also really jealous. At school, there are competitions and whatnot that I would like to go to, but I'd go alone, and that would suck. I'd have a horrible time. I wish I could be one of those people who could become friends with anyone. I did decide to go to this one French competition because I like French and it would look good for college, but I'll be going with my mom I guess it's good that I'm going though. :?

Yes - i get jealous of more outgoing people. They just make it look so easy and i envy that - i wish i had some of what they have in me.
Hey, it is great that you are going. You are doing what is best for yourself. Believe me - when the time comes for you to apply to colleges you will thank yourself for what you are doing NOW. Well done for going.

redlady said:

Yes - i get jealous of more outgoing people.

They just make it look so easy and i envy that - i wish i had

some of what they have in me.

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I can soo relate to this..
I have this friend.well not really a friend I don't really have
ANY friends but he's the closest thing to one I guess. Anyway. He
is very outgoing and friendly. He will just walk up to anyone and
start talking to them. He has absolutely no fear. He's really
good with the ladies and it's really frustrating cause I'm always
on the outside of the conversation with nothing to say looking a
fool. If there is ever somone I'm interested in I know I have no
chance because he is so charming and engaging. It makes me so mad
sometimes. :x

There is a girl I kind of like and he befriended her and he asked
her to lunch today as he works at my company and he wanted to
show her around. Not because he has an interest in her but
because he's friendly. He knows I'm interested in her but I'v
been to shy to talk to her much and I know she likes him anyway.
I told him not to bring her by my office because it would make me
uncomfortable..he thought I was silly..he just doesn't get
it..Damn it I hate this..I wish I had no fear like he does.

Yes...I'm jealous of just about EVERYBODY...but even more-so the really outgoing people. :x

I wish all the outgoing people would wake and have SA for a day just so they could understand what WE go through..Grrr.. they have no idea what they have!

lostboi said:

I wish all the outgoing people would wake and have SA for a day just so they could understand what WE go through..Grrr.. they have no idea what they have!

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I AGREEEEEEEEEEEEEE :twisted: Just one day, well, we should first tell them about this cause they might commit suic*de after one day living with SP and depression :lol:

After that they can return to their happy lives, I am gealousssssssss :evil:

lostboi said:

I wish all the outgoing people would wake and have SA for a day just so they could understand what WE go through..Grrr.. they have no idea what they have!

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I agree...they should have to switch lives with us for awhile.