I don't get jealous... more like depressed. Or a strange longing I wish I was them if it was someone I look up to from a distance or something.
I managed to get a job but I had help putting that first foot forward. I really hate the job, but it pays well, and I know how fortunate I am to actually have it. So I try not to complain to much about it. But it is tough seeing newer people come in and fit right in, making friends and doing stuff with other co-workers and you still don't have any real friends and you're weekends are pretty much a bore.
So no, you're not the only one I don't think. Not by a long shot.
But oh well... here's hoping for change =)
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