Yes I get jealous of people. I see what they have and I envy them. They seem so carefree and happy. I know that this is probably just a facade and that they have problems too but I am sure that they are still better off than me.
I feel I'm the only one who possess this repulsive personality that no one wants.
I feel like I have a repulsive personality too.
Look at this website. There is like 11,000 members. You are not alone.
I like this quote:
"Happiness is beneficial for the body, but it is grief that develops the powers of the mind. Happiness serves hardly any other purpose than to make unhappiness possible.
We don't receive wisdom; we must discover it for ourselves after a journey that no one can take for us or spare us." -Proust