Journey of Jazz

MikeyC

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I am in a very strange mood right now. I usually avoid thinking too much about relationships, because being single can get lonely for me sometimes, and it can be depressing to think about how I've never experienced what positive things could possibly come from being in a relationship, but I've been thinking about them a lot tonight. I don't think being in a relationship can necessarily fade away feelings of sadness and make someone truly happy, but I just keep thinking how nice it would be to mean something to someone, to feel special. To have a guy think I'm beautiful and want to be with me, even after seeing my flaws. I keep imagining how it would feel to be held by someone and being kissed. Overall, I'm just feeling very mushy, I think that's the best word to describe it.
I obviously don't know you personally, but just going by physical appearance and the way you convey yourself on this forum, it's unusual that you're not pushing men away with a stick. You seem like someone that'd be very popular with the opposite sex...and perhaps the same sex. :)
 

takeheart

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You're good enough, everyone is. I know that feeling though. It's not nice. I personally always try to find the door for positivity because I know that letting negative emotions rule me doesn't make things better. I know its very hard sometimes to be positive but its always good to try. As the saying goes "it's not what happens to you, it's how you react that matters". Stay strong OP.
 
I've barely been online today because I've been sick, ugh. I've mostly been laying around and feeling queasy all day.

I took a few pictures of my dog yesterday, so I'm going to post them here. A couple of them are very blurry and out of focus though. I'm going to try to take some more pictures with better quality tomorrow if I'm feeling better.

My main man Spanky:
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Looking down at him and petting him:
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Looking down and petting him again. Look at that smile of his :thumbup::
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I can't hardly see the pics too good on this phone, is he a pit bull or a Staffordshire?
 

NathanielWingatePeaslee

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I'm starting to feel better now, thank goodness. My stomachache is fading away.
Mine is finally starting to fade, too. I'm pretty sure it's a result of my addiction to spicy foods though, not actual illness. I woke up 2 hours ago from it and I've given up on going back to sleep. It's already my normal waking time anyway and I've a lot to do outside today before it gets horribly hot out there.
 

NathanielWingatePeaslee

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The horror! Hmm, would you rather know that I once made an orange juice ice cream float? That experiment wasn't that bad actually. The orange juice added a nice tanginess to the vanilla and chocolate ice cream mix. It complimented the flavors nicely.
That's pretty much the basis of the whole Orange Julius thing, minus the chocolate--and I know that chocolate goes well with oranges. Hmm.
 
My mom just called and told me she doesn't know when they will be able to be released. She's been on Fort Hood since her job started this morning at around 8:00 a.m. She was supposed to get off of work at 5:00 p.m., but the base is still on lockdown.

Edit: The news stations have confirmed that the lockdown has been lifted now, so she should be able to get back home soon.

I'm glad your mama's ok. I hate it for the victims of needless violence like this
 

NathanielWingatePeaslee

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Part of me wants to ask why the crap he would shoot all those people like that. Another part of me answers that the reason would not be anything rational so there's no use asking.

At least your mom is okay.
 
Part of me wants to ask why the crap he would shoot all those people like that. Another part of me answers that the reason would not be anything rational so there's no use asking.

At least your mom is okay.

Same as Charles Whitman, Colombine, the belt way sniper, Virginia tech, sandy hook, and all the rest. What a zoo.
 
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