Recent content by Downwardspiral

Wouldn't that be nice... I say I don't care. Then why haven't I killed myself yet...I mean I want to..but I care too much...I'm tired of it all Everywhere I look there is more drama of all kinds. You know how there are those people you just can't stand no matter what you or they do...you just...

I feel like I'm going to burst... I have all this ..i dunno building up...anger..jealousy ...mistrust..sadness..hopelessness.. All day I sit around and listen to my best friend talk about her lovely little life...she has her mom buying her clothes and whatever she needs...nothing bad happens to...

I've been sitting here... For what seems like endless hours... And I had this thought.. Life is so sad, it's almost beautiful. The rain, tears, cemeteries... The pain and sorrow.. It's what makes us who we are.. We are on such a deeper level of understanding down here... But I think about my own...