Recent content by Emma22w

I wasn't sure what category this would go in, but anyway i think i'm a narcissist. :( I can't hold a relationship because i'm an attention whore, and i lie. ONLY online though. I talk to guys who are interested in me, and sometimes flirt lightly with them and try to get food, phone minutes, etc...

I am. I failed the 9th grade three times due to my anxiety. I regret so much.

I just turned 18 on the 26th of October, i sure don't feel like it though. I feel like i'm 10 mentally. I feel so dumb compared to some ppl especially my age. I have been isolated all my life. Staying at home, not interacting with others, not even in school. It sucks.

Depression and anxiety, (as you may already know), go hand in hand. I've been dealing with both of these psychological illnesses, as well as a bit of hypochondria. It's horrible. I am always sad now, and no matter what i do, i can't lift my spirits up. I worry about every little thing that...

I have no one to talk to, no one that really cares/listens to what i have to say. Do yall feel the same way? I feel so depressed all the time, and i feel as if my life is going to be the same monotonous way forever. I'm beautiful, young, and i have so much potential. I shouldnt have quit school...

so these past few weeks i have been severely depressed, and have been suffering from some panic attacks. Its like i cant be happy no matter what. i know that people are worse off than me, but im so unhappy with myself. i have very low self esteem. I was very overprotected as a child and whatnot...

Whadaya think? :p

Did anyone stay up in bed during the late hours of the night constantly being afraid of the dark, or things that might be in the dark? For example, i use to sleep with my mother when i was little because of limited space in the house, and i would always want her to put her arm around me so i...

I've been feeling so scattered lately... i can't explain it.

So it's always been like this with me. If i'm at work or school, like walking around or having something to do with a group, it's like i can't focus. I stare off into space... and its like im in my own world. but if im sitting down im perfectly fine.

Okay, so i have come to notice that i have problems being affectionate and intimate. I hate cuddling, and i get very uncomfortable when fooling around and whatnot. What could've caused this?

I'm not even sure if this is the right forum to say all this, but oh well. My apologies. Anyway, does anyone get tired of the same ole routine each day?? I mean, i sleep ALL day, and then wake up and feel better at night for some reason... but the point is, i don't have anything, and i'm only...

I'm feeling really lonely tonight, it's 2:37 a.m., and i really wish i had someone to talk to.. So feel free to message me if you want to talk. :)

I always feel so lonely, i have nobody to talk to, or turn to, or to trust. I get mad and frustrated alot.

Why does everyone turn to drugs & alcohol to deal with their problems? Don't they realize they are only making it worse and creating MORE obstacles to overcome?? Yeah, you might get that high for a little bit, but then you have a hangover the next morning while drinking, and you are in the same...