still the struggle...head pressed against pillow.....weighed down with thoughts...will it end...will it get better...is there a god....a guardian angel....am i just being weak...childish....can i make this stop if i choose to? can i stop it with death...therapy...someone who understands me...
i can hardly believe im nearly 36 and i'm still doing this social phobia thing!
the only thing thats changed is that my worlds got smaller!
so sick of it. :roll: