Recent content by Jennifer

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    Conversations...

    I don't know if it's my shyness or because I'm a really boring person but I can't seem to hold up a conversation for more than five minutes. Whether it's on a chat room or real life. It really pisses off whenever I see a group of friends talking, laughing, enjoying life... why the hell can't I...
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    OCD & Paranoia

    Is paranoia a symptom of OCD? I have OCD and I'm extremely paranoid. I think I may have schizophrenia. I have so many paranoid thoughts. I think I'm being watched all the time (I'm in my room all day, who the hell is suppose to be watching me?), fear people can read my mind, I think my...
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    Should I just let it go?

    Yesterday my brother's friend invited me to his halloween party. I'm not one to go out to parties...or anywhere for that matter, he knows this, so he said he'd stay by me the whole night and he'd take me home whenever I wanna leave. After hours debating I finally decided to go. I had a costume...
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    Humiliated.

    Hi everyone, I have OCD & AvPD. Last week my mother told me I had to get a part time job... You can imagine how thrilled I was (sarcasm). But I did agree since she said it only had to be 2 days a week. I was terrified but I thought “maybe it won't be so bad”. Wrong. Today I got my first call...
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    Agoraphobia?

    I think I have agoraphobia but possibly it's just my OCD. So I would greatly appreciate any advice. It all started 3 months ago when I watched this video online. It was absolutely the most grotesque thing I have ever seen. Ever since then I haven't been able to leave my house, much too scared...
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    Terrible day

    Hi new here. I Have OCD, constant intrusive thoughts (lovely aren't they?). Anyway I had a really bad um... “Episode” I guess you could say today. Here goes. Well, I was getting these intrusive thoughts that were convincing me (things sounds screwed up but stick with me here) that I sold me...
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    Hey

    Hey I'm Jennifer. Have OCD & AvPD. Just saying hi.
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